Soon Saturday came and i could not stop thinking about the note. Should i go? Want if it is a trick? I mean, I know who he hangs around, it could just be a big embarrassment for me. Why me? is the main question that ran through my mind. Everyone thinks I'm weird or that i have some social problem and never once did anyone ever bother talking to me or even wanting to be my friend but this, this could be my chance to finally have someone that cared about me or better yet be my friend.
The time flew by faster than I thought. It has got to be too good to be true I thought to myself.
I thought through it very slowly and carefully and then I decided that I'm not going.
I mean of he really cared he would tell me himself about him wanting to hang out. I cant trust anyone at this school.........all they do is make fun of me and I'm sure that they would lie as cruel as they are.
I go to bed and constantly get the feeling to cry.....I made I HUGE mistake not going. What if it wasn't a joke? What if he really cared? I am literally tearing myself down every time i think abut him and I am trying to figure out a way to solve it.
And then I notice something that will.......I see something shining in the corner and I see my long lost 'best friend". (a blade) I reach over and lay it on my hand and think about all the things this blade has done to me and all the battle wounds I still have. It hurt me and the only thing that was still tearing me down was knowing that at someone made a effort to be close to me.......but I rejected it.
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Losing Time
RomanceBeing the new kid at school is never easy. People staring at you, judging, and the only reason people talk to you is to be in your business. Although I never had a true friend I always wanted one. Sitting all by myself, being the last to be in a g...
