The feeling of guilt gets to me the next couple of days a school. Gosh even when I get to Mr. Webbers room I cant even look Alexander in the face.
After class I go to my locker and once I close it I see Alexander right in my face. I keep my head down......he knows that something is wrong but he doesn't ask about it, but I'm glad he was there right beside me.
"Alice?" He asked. "Yes?" I say low and soft.
"Why didn't you show?" He asked again. I look around and see people looking at us laughing ,making faces, even walking by us and saying ugly things. I wanted to cry, break down ,and run away.
"Look, I know who you hang around." "Why me? All these girls you could of had you choose me?" I say. " Things like that don't happen to girls like me." I added on.
"Alice," He started to say but didn't get to finish because I ran off. Tears started running down my cheek. I cant believe I rejected it again............
On the way running out I see prom is coming up and I get stopped by a snobby girl. "Hey Alice! Hope to see you at the prom.......If you have a date." She laughs and then walks away......
It broke me down even more, it felt like I had a million knifes in my heart........
but that feeling was nothing new.......
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Losing Time
RomanceBeing the new kid at school is never easy. People staring at you, judging, and the only reason people talk to you is to be in your business. Although I never had a true friend I always wanted one. Sitting all by myself, being the last to be in a g...