fight for me

chapter four: beachday

I decided not to shower because I hadn't train yet, so I cleaned up my room. I love tidying up whilst listening to my favorite music so it was a good thing for me to get my head free of thoughts. I knew it wouldn't help me thinking of Natasha right now because I always came to the same ending. So I danced through my room and made my way down to the living room when I finished.

'heyy guys!' I called out when I entered. The music always helped me feel better. I saw Wanda sitting on the couch, Pietro with her as always, Bucky was talking with Sam, Steve and Thor, and Tony sat with Pepper on the dinner table, working on something. I went to grab me some food and when everyone greeted back I smiled happily.

'so you guys are all sober now? Nobody tries to lock me in the party room or get me on his lap?' I joked and jumped on the couch where Wanda sat. She smiled.

'Wait what?' Tony looked shocked.

'yes stark, wasn't it you who told jarvis to shut the doors?' I smirked. 'I'm kidding playboy, you're good. How are you, people? Didn't see you yesterday,' I said to Wanda and her brother.

'Pietro, Clint and I were on a mission, remember?' As if that had called him, Clint entered the room and I waved.

'hey hot guy!'

'Hey y/n/n,' he laughed but then turned to help another person through the door. My smile froze for a moment until I faced Wanda again, having decided to ignore the arrived Natasha. Neither her nor her look by me calling Clint 'hot guy' could let me cold. Great.

Wanda raised an eyebrow. ''hot guy'? Did I miss something?'

'wait no thats an insider,' I laughed. 'you never noticed? Hawkeye and hot guy, hot guy and hawkeye...'

'Oh wait that sounds so similar!' Pietro said surprised.

'that's the point sherlock.'

Pietro and Wanda laughed and I grinned. They were so pure, I loved it.

'I would never have noticed that,' Pietro said with a kind smile. 'And it fits him. But I think 'princess' fits you better than 'y/n/n', don't you think?'

'well...' I blushed and without noticing my gaze reached out for natasha. I found her green eyes staring at me and broke eye contact quickly again. 'Some people might think that,' I agreed looking down at my hands.

Pietro had no chance to answer when Tony stood up and clapped his hands. Everybodys attention was now on him, well, everybodys but Natashas.

'Listen, friends! What would you say if I'd told you that we're all free today and go to the beach together?' All of us cheered. 'Good, we are going to leave in 30 minutes!'

I hopped off the couch. 'See you in 30 minutes then, i'm gonna wake up my sleepyhead and her boyfriend,' I said with a wink and the Maximoff siblings waved.

I left, entered the lift and pushed the bottom for celines and toms floor. Actually it was my floor but when they came first together – ages ago – they asked me if we could change our rooms because I had the bigger bed... so I moved to the other floor, sharing my floor with Natasha and Bucky now. Lucky me.

I didn't really care about knocking at the door, when she was asleep she wouldn't hear me anyway. And when they were awake and busy... well, then I would hear them.

I stepped in quietly and saw them on their bed, interwined in each other. Tom was awake and nodded at me, he was reading a book and with his other hand he gently caressed celines back. My best friend had her head on his bare chest, her hand on his stomach and was still asleep, as I knew her.