A Child's Worst Nightmare

A Child's Worst Nightmare: All Grown Up

This is more moving into the future 

As I grow, I become more observant, I see all thy people's flaws that their own mind hides from itself.  The human mind is a scary thing, it hides the bad from itself, it creates chaos but is smart enough to redirect the consequences so it does not hurt itself, creating shields such as things like, positive and negative, positive is simply something the brain made up to hide the consequences of things it has created.  The mind is the ultimate weapon, destroying itself as it creates it, hiding, how can the brain be so intelligent.  Explaining itself within itself makes me type it to people who will probably not understand nor care.  We say people are good, but they are not good, they are good, but the way we are saying they are good is being thought good from a human mind.  Our mind is the one portraying that person as good, and humans are bad in general, so the fact that human brain is calling another human good.  You have to wonder, what could that mean.  We destroy and get happy over it, we kill and get sad, but only if it is our own kind or something we have accepted as our own.  Are we sad because of what we have done, taking a life, or are we sad because of our selfish wants and needs, we are sad because that thing is no longer here to make you feel good, not because it is dead, but because YOU need that person to keep YOURSELF at balance?  The mind is a weapon, greedy, intelligent, and is able to trick itself.

people let go way too much around me, I am a good listener, therefore people vent to me.  But also think I do not really matter, so people vent around me.  I will be sitting on the stairs at school, to get some alone-time.  People around the corner, knowing I am here, start talking about their personal life.  I may know more than most people in my school know about themselves.

I get blamed for everything,  I once was out for recess at school, I got called to the office after, a teacher blamed me for doing something very bad.  But I was on the complete opposite side of the yard.  Although no one believed me when I said it was not me.

This is for the adults out there, many times I have done these social experiments.  I have done something bad like for example punching someone.  My dear teachers, the best way to get things done is just to leave it alone or send them both to the office, why.  Because in this example, I did punch him, but I am saying I have not, yet the "witnesses" say they saw the other kid punch me.  They actually believe it as well, for I continue to talk about it after and the kids may actually get pissed for watching "the other kid" punch me.  I have also seen this many times the opposite way around with the kids that have not actually done it and for the kids that have actually done it...  You can never trust the human mind, it is one big lie.

The mind is truly scary, life is like a cage that we are holding the keys in, yet we can not find out how to escape, despite the fact that the keys are tucked nice and safe in our warm fleshy palm.

Everything that any human has ever done, is mostly the opposite of what they should do.  I believe humans should be wiped, but that is impossible to do, so I am surprised some people even try.

We think and believe the first thing we see, we have evolved from animals alright, but does that mean our evolved version is better and good, no, it does not.

People underestimate you, although you are the strongest when you are the weakest, you are known as popular.  I am not only talking strength strong.  Mental, physical, adaptable, flexible, observant, intelligent, silent, emotion holder, no pain feeler, pain feeler, stuck.  All those things are said to be weak, but in reality, they are all strong 

mental, is strong and never fully breaks, fights back, and is adaptable to situations whatever they might be

physical, fighting

adaptable, will never be left behind, and will be able to outsmart and be one step ahead of all

flexible, can stretch the body informs and attacks that most can not

observant, can realize one weakness and manipulate ones likes to their own in the matter of seconds, they see everyone's dark sides as well as their own, some like to keep themselves in the deep because they realise how arrogant they may become if they move out of the dark life they live.

intelligent, outsmart the opponent 

silent is mentally and physically strong enough to stay silent at all times.  They will do their best to hold in every single feeling they have and have extremely strong inners

emotion holder, they have to be mentally strong enough to hold bad and good emotions inside 

no pain is smart and strong enough to learn extreme pain tolerance, where they can instantly get rid of the pain in a matter of milliseconds

stuck, is stuck within themselves, which grows all of the above. 

When you see the weak, you are only seeing the stronger, sometimes things are not what they seem.