I Never Thought I Could Fall In Love With You (Completed)

Chapter 5

Troy’s Pov:

I watched as Chelsea walk away. My eyes were still kept on her when they drove pass by me. Her kiss felt so wonderful. Nothing I have ever felt before. I felt electricity as her lips brushed against my skin. I wanted so badly to wrap my arms around her. Gosh what the fuck am I saying? Snap out of it Troy and pull yourself together!

“Hey man you ready?” Richard asked

“Yeah let’s go”

I plopped down my couch as soon as I walked into my apartment. My mine played back to what happened today at the lake. I knew something wasn’t right when I didn’t see Chelsea come up from the water. I had a feeling she was in trouble. I was feeling breathless myself so I jumped in the water to see that she was trap underneath.

She was barely moving when I got to her. Pain shot through me seeing her so helpless and a little lifeless. I knew I had to get to her and save her! I shook the thought out of my head and headed over to my parent’s house. My mom is the last person I’d go for girl trouble, but she is the only one that can help me. I walked inside the house and saw that she was reading a magazine on the couch

“Hey mom” I said walking in

“Oh hey sweetie, I wasn’t expecting you”

“Joseph’s not home?”

“No not yet”

I walked over and gave me mom a kiss on the cheeks. I sat down next to her not saying anything. She looked at me knowing that something was bugging me. I am her little boy after all and moms know best.

“What’s wrong sweetie”

I let out a big sigh and look over to her… “I don’t like what I’m feeling”

“Does your feeling have anything to do with Chelsea?”

“Yes”

“Talk to me, what’s going on in that little head of yours”

“I just…. I just feel so tide down for some reason. Chelsea is all I could think about and it’s driving me nuts”

“That’s what happens when you find your mate Troy” she said smiling to me

“Yeah but, I want to enjoy other girls too. Lots of them”

“Troy Danvers, I did not raise you to be a player” she smacked my arm

“It comes naturally mom. I can’t help it” I said smirking at her

She rolled her eyes shaking her head… “Listen sweetie, I know this is a lot for you to take in right now and I understand if you are not ready. You and Chelsea are both very young and still have a lot to offer to this world, but you will never find happiness with another girl. And you will never love somebody unconditionally like you will Chelsea”

I looked at my mom silently. Gosh I’m so screwed! Not that was looking for happiness with girls, but to know that I will never find happiness with anybody else besides Chelsea makes me wonder if I’ll ever find happiness if Chelsea and I never be together.

I chatted with my mom for a bit and headed back to my place. I sat down on the couch staring at the blank TV. I need to stop getting myself hooked on Chelsea. Me and her will never work out in the long run anyway. She can never love a guy like me.  

Besides, this isn’t what I want. This wasn’t what I had in mine. I need to brush off these feelings for her fast. I’m not ready for any of this. I’m still young and I want to roam around freely and do whatever the hell I want and that’s exactly what I’m going to do.