You cant leave me

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You wake up and check the mail  you see a letter and it has your name on it you go back inside an set the letter on your night stand  while you take a shower and get dressed 

You wake up and check the mail  you see a letter and it has your name on it you go back inside an set the letter on your night stand  while you take a shower and get dressed 

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Your outfit ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

You sit down on your bed and open the letter its from one of your family members they said that  they wanted to see you and talk and maybe live over there with then you put the letter down and drifted off into space.you pick up your phone and see a text from ash asking if he wanted to hang out you ofc said yes you guys met at the field were you guys were last time.you didn't want to bring up the letter  but you did want to go but you weren't sure .you never met other family members  .you didn't want to leave ash bc you didn't know if you were ever gonna come back if you left. You and ash hanged out for the rest of the day you needed to tell him about the letter you guys go to your house to chill you dad wasn't home so you guys smoke . You went to go get you guys water and ash stayed in your room. When you came back you seen him with the letter.

Ashtrays pov: y/n went to got get us waters i went to go sit on her bed and seen a note had fell i picked up I didn't want to invade her privacy but i seen that  it said "hope to see you soon" so i read it .i found out that y/n could be leaving me yeah im happy that her other family members are reaching out to her but to move far away I couldn't have her leave me im in love with her but its also her choice.i wanted to support her through anything but i cant have her leave.:

You weren't going to tell me-ash
I was I just didn't know how-y/n
Well -ash
You guys sit down on your bed
"Idk -y/n
"Are you gonna go-ash
"I want to but i dont-y/n
Well i will support you either decision-ash

You hug him .
  
                            Next day
You decide your gonna go you pack a bag and put all you need your only planning on staying there a few days but the letter had  said if you go you would have to  stay you didn't want to but you wanted to meet your family.you go to fez and ashtray
house/gas station
Wsp kid were you going-fez
You hand him the letter and call ashtray out there
Damn your leaving us nahh I'm kidding this is a big thing tho I'm happy for you -fez
Yeah well idk if i am-y/n
You see ash and hug him
Oh god your leaving aren't you-ash(tears start to form in his eye)
You nod your head  and a tear rolls down your  face

Y/n pov:
I stare into his eyes god he so cute  but i feel bad im leaving him i mean we are not breaking up but i didn't think it was going to be this hard to leave him.Nate  gets here he is taking me to the airport :

"My uhh my rides here"-y/n
"I love you y/n -ash
"I love you -y/n

You get in the car and wave bye to fez and ash

Welp  ig this is your new beginning kid ima
miss you -Nate

You sniff bc you were crying

Huh ima miss you to nate ima miss you to-y/n
You guys turn down the street but you tell nate to stop you run out the car and run back ti the gas station and into ashtrays arms you both are a mess with tears he hugs you so tight you felt safe again.

Come with me please-y/n
"I cant my home is here fez and the business is here i cant leave "-ash
You kiss his forehead and get back in the car .
You arrive at the airport you give nate a hug and get in your plain and off you go.
At least 2 or  3 hours later you finally land you see your aunt/tia there you hug her she is your mom's sister you never met  her but she has met you when you were a baby.
You guys get in her car and drive the her house she has 2 dogs a husband and  a friend that lives there with a son.you go up to the room she made for you .the friends son comes in .
Uhh hi im mark-mark
Hi im y/n-y/n
Nice to meet you -mark
Uhh do you wanna do something fun-mark
Sure-y/n
You guys go on the roof top and sit there
You pull out some weed
Uhhh you sure you should be smoking that -mark
Shut up want some-y/n
Sure i never actually smoke weed before-mark
Well all you gotta do is puf puff then blow out-y/n
Ok then-mark
So tell me about you-mark
Me oh no you dont wanna know ab me-y/n
Duhh i asked  so i wanna know you think if you tell me ima run of  pooof-mark
You laugh
Ok then well i have friends there names are rue jules nate maddy fez i have a boyfriend and his name is ashtray ash for short-y/n
Thats a badass name but thats not you -mark
What what do you mean-y/n
You introduced me to your friends but your friends aren't what make you ,you-mark
Ok well my dad is a alcoholic he is the worst my mom died and i do drugs wowo welcome to my wonderful life story-y/n
See know thats you -mark
Know tell me about you-y/n
Uhh well my dad left me and my mom  i use to juice
But then my mom found out and she took me to meetings and therapy and i got clean well was clean-mark
Wait you were clean so you mean your not no more wait is it the weed did i make you un clean-y/n
No stop dont worry  no its not the weed a couple weeks ago I started to drink and smoke again so -mark
You nod your head and you guys go back inside

                        Later at night like 12:50

You cant do it no more you pack your things and leave you book the flight and fly back home . You finally get to the airport nate picks you up and drives you to ash/fez house .you climb through ashtrays window and see him  you smile and go lay next to him
Your back-ash
Yeah that wasn't my home-y/n
You are and this is -y/n
You guys cuddle  you send a text to your aunt/tia telling her sorry and just a whole paragraph telling her why you left.

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