Sorry guys for not posting for a while i had a lot to deal with but im back and i also wanna speak on the facts ab what is happening to them all.they are loving ppl who don't deserve this he is a little boy and if you guys dont know what im talking about go on tt i dont like to talk ab it bc it shouldn't be happening.they are nice ppl and the facts ppl have that thought and idea of them is gross they deserve peace and happiness .
So on to the story im going to be talking about a real important subject tw i repeat tw warning there is r@pe and ED .i dint see a lot of writers speak on the subject but i want to spread awareness that you should never go through something like that alone and you are not alone .if you ever been through this and need someone to talk to ab it you are more than welcome to talk to me i am hear to listen and help. If you guys want to skip this one I totally understand i just want to spread awareness.you are not alone remember that and im sorry if you ever been through this stuff.
Y/n POV: i woke up and got ready
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I grab my headphones and walk to ash and fez's house.once i get there i see them loading things onto nates truck .
What's going on-y/n Party at nates Friends house you coming-ash Hell yeah-y/n Ash smiles and opens the door for you to sit down.
Okay so we don't know these ppl so you know the rule-ash Yes ash don't take any drink they offer you -y/n Good looks like she is learning-fez No shit fez 😭🙄-y/n Im jp fez god i love fucking wit you-y/n 🙄-fez
* he drives to the house were the party is at. You and ash get off and grab drinks and sit outside on these benches.
Like the fit-ash Thanks just something i threw on-y/n He smiles and holds your hand. Lets go dance-y/n Nooo you know i don't like dancing if it was us to then maybe but Nooo and especially not this song-ash What if i change the song then will you-y/n Maybe-ash You get up and look for the person who is playing the music or at least a speaker that has a cord hooked up to it You walk upstairs and walk in a room and see maddy and Nate making out Oh shit ohh shit....ima just close the door and uhh nate use a condom 😭-y/n You find the speaker and change the playlist and out on a song yk ash would like you run down stairs and grab his hand and take him to dance. *you guys been dancing for at least and hour straight Ima go sit down -ash Pleaseeeeee -y/n Y/n we can come back its like super hot can we sit down please-ash Fine but ima use the restroom rq-y/n Okay hurry tho your gonna leave me all by myself-ash You go upstairs and look for the bathroom you walk into a room and a guy walks out Sorry-y/n No its okay darling-random Um can i get past you -y/n No wanna come with me and hang out in the room-random guy No i have a boyfriend downstairs so no thank you know can i please get past you-y/n TW this is when things start to happen TW⚠️ He grabs your throat and pushes you into the room.he throws you on the bed and get ontop Of you STOP STOP-y/n SHUT UP LITTLE GIRL-random guy STOP GET OFF PLEASE GET OFF NO NO -y/n He leaves bruises on you from the way he is grabbing you. SHUT THE FUCK UP YOUR ONLY MAKING IT HARDER FOR YOU-random guy GET OFF OF KE PLEASE ..HELP HELP-y/n he covers your mouth with his hand . You try pulling away but you couldn't your body went into shock you were frozen .the guy got up and zipped his pants back up leaving you there .your body helpless you couldn't move . You stayed there for a couple minutes when you got your body back and put your close back on. Your hair was a mess your mascara was running you had bruises on you .you were hurt and you just told yourself you were raped .you go down stairs and leaves the house you walk home and go through your window. You grab a pair of clothes and take a shower you felt dirty gross you just wanted to sit there no movement. You finally got out and layed in your bed crying you felt sick to your stomach. You heard a nock on your window.it opens its ash thank god Hey Whats wrong come here-ash He try's to hug you but you flinch a little but end up hugging him. You wanted to tell him but you could barely speak.
~a week went by you haven't left your bed you haven't ate you haven't went to school you haven't token a shower you haven't touched your phone . Ash comes here and there he thinks its bc of your bipolar disorder but it wasn't that it was more than that you can stop replaying that night in your head.what was I wearing why did he do that why didn't he stop when i told him to.you cant go a day without crying.
Maddy finally comes and nocks on your door Hey y/n you okay -maddy You look at her then look away She sits on your bed Hey its like hot in here why are you wearing that jacket-maddy *Bc i have bruises bc i was raped* is what you wanted to say but you just shrug your shoulders Look everyone misses you can you come to school tomorrow please -maddy You nod your head yes hoping maddy would leave if you said that . She cleans up your room and puts a fresh pair of close on your bed. I love you okay call me if you need anything-maddy She leaves and you sit up *maybe if i go to school tomorrow i can forget it ever happened * you thought Your dad comes in your room Look y/n you been at this for days your acting just like your mother you need to get up and stop this nonsense-dad
You nod your head just so he can leave You try getting up you cant you try again and you do but you head straight to the toilet and throw up. You start the shower and take 2 hours You get out and change
*you get out of bed at 4 and take a 2 hour shower you wish you could spend your days in there. You put on some sweats and a hoodie and your converse go down stairs Ahhh your finally out of bed-dad Your dad has been taking medication to make him feel better lets see how long he keeps that up for. Aren't you going to eat something-dad No im good im gonna head out -y/n Okay-dad You didn't have an Appetite for a days it became a habit not eating for weeks it didn't bother you.you just tricked yourself and it worked you never ate it made your dad worried but he didn't want to say anything plus you told him you been eating but he doesn't really see it
You walk to school which was a bad idea. Every sudden sound startled you .you finally make it to school and lexi runs up to you Omg im so glad you came today-lexi You keep on walking and go to your locker Hey you came-ash Yeah-y/n You okay -ash You run to the bathroom and throw up.maddy follows you Hey hey you okay i got you-maddy she says grabbing your hair You unzip your jacket bc you got a bit of throw up on there but sense you did it so fast maddy was able to see your bruises. Y/n?-maddy Yeah-y/n Who did that to you-maddy Oh uh-y/n you say coving up A tear drops from your face You grab a marker and maddys hand and write * i was raped* She hugs you instantly When y/n?-maddy At the party-y/n Why didn't you tell me sooner omg come here-maddy You cry in her arms We need to tell the cops-maddy Its not your fault either baby okay so dont even think about blaming yourself-maddy She says holding you
~couple days later the cops are involved you haven't been to school sense that day ash doesn't know but he found out He opens my window and didn't bother to knock he rushed to me and hugged me . Why didn't you tell me im sorry I wasn't there you should have told me right when. It happened-ash I couldn't i wanted to i-i just couldn't-y/n Its okay im here know okay i have you-ash
Your dad knocks on your door The cops are here-dad Ash kisses your forehead and you guys walk down stairs and let the cops in. You tell him everything.how you told him to stop. He had people come in and check your body you shedded a few tears while they did that. They take you to the station and have 5 boys lined up you pointed to number 3 and thats him thats the boy that raped you . They take him to questioning So kid were you at this party-police Yea i was but I didn't do anything to that gurl we were both drunk and wanted some fun -boy You raped HER AND YOUR GONNA PAY FOR THAT your under arrest -police You sighed in relief as you watch them put hand cuffs on him. If it wasn't for maddy no body would have known Your obv still gonna have trauma but the guy that did that is gonna pay know and he cant do that do any more girls . You hug maddy and she take you home.
This was a verry sensitive topic like is said i wanted to speak on it .it doesn't matter if your a boy or a girl if they say no they say no if a boy says no he means no if a girl says no she means no . Everyday women and men are scared that this might happen to them which shouldn't be a problem but sadly it is.if you suffer from any of these please talk to someone that you trust you can aslo talk to me i dont want any of you guys to feel alone.
