Dear journal,
My counselor and my mother are making me right in you. As I'm writing right now i see the counselor reading over my shoulder. He told me to write exactly what I'm thinking and feeling. So i guess i will. Im not a big fan of Mr.mark. He's not a very good counselor, because he makes me feel guilty and makes me feel bad about depression. And then he says i have anger issues. when he tells me that he makes me want to set fire to small children at the park. Now he's walking away.I set down my note book. My plan worked. He sat down in his chair and stared at me. He had a little fear in his eyes. I gazed off and then gave a grin.
"Ok Halliey i think thats enough for today." he said getting up and opening the door.
I hated that I had to be creepy in order to leave counseling. But at the same time, Im gonna be in there for a while because they probably think I'm mental. And Im not really. I have depression and social anxiety. I like children and would probably never set fire to one.
I see my "mom" in the waiting room. Me and her are not on good terms right now. Shes, well... i guess you could say verbally abusive. I told the counselor and he told my "mom". And she denied it. She glared at me.
" Your out early..."she said looking at her watch.
She stared at the notebook and quickly snatched it. She opened it and read what i just wrote.
"SETTING FIRE TO SMALL CHILDREN??!!" she yelled.
I stood there blankly.
"Ugh Halliey there gonna call the cops on you. cant you try to do this you mental emo kid" she whispered violently to me.
I walked out the door and headed to the car.
"Nope. your going to walk. you need to think about what you said and how u acted.And get that hair out of your face. and wear something other then band shirts." she complained again.
"Im not under your roof am i? I'm not going to be." i ran away.
She rolled her eyes and got in the car. She didn't care where i was. Most parents would have chased me down or have punished me. she just leaves. I wish she would hit me again. Like she used to.
I didn't know where i was headed. So i went to the woods. i walked on the path a looked at the ground and the little bit of snow that was still on there. I kept walking until i ran into something.... Or someone...A/N: hi my monsters. so sorry this chapter was a little slow. but i promise it gets better. plz comment rate and follow. Love u <3