Unheard of.

Raw Imagination .

        I was so scared. I was nearly almost two months. I wasn't showing but I was feeling it. And the bad part about hiding the fact was that I had to hide it from Dylan. He was clueless. I loved it but I hated it. I feared the judgement and it scared me the most! I had made it up in my mind that I would telll him. I had worked up the courage and finally called him over to tell him. I told him to come to my window in the darkest hour, which was midnight. He came.        

        "Hey Lilah." he softly whispered to me. I hugged him. I held him tighter than I had ever even held on to my life. He hugged me back and then leaned away as to see what the matter was. Why was I acting the way I was..all strange and such. " Dylan.." I said. He responded, "Yes?" "I have to tell you something..and it's not easy.." Before I could what I was about to say out he kissed me and said " You love me? I knew it! I knew you loved me...it's okay you dont have to say it..I already knew. I love you too." I just let him kept rambling on shaking my head as a way to agree to what it was he said. I wanted to tell him but I choked. I choked. He kissed me, so passionately he kissed me. I just let him. I grabbed his face as to kiss him back harder. Things were getting intense and before you knew it we were on the floor again. He hovered over me kissing my lips and touching my body. "We can stop if you like. We don't have to.." he explained. I kissed him and I gestured as for him to keep going. 

        He pulled out his penis and I saw it. I saw it as it entered my body. Raw skin going into raw flesh. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it as went in. I felt it inside of me. Hard but pleasureable. It was sensational to feel him hitting my walls. On top, he looked at me. Slowly going in and out, he kissed my lips. For the first time, I had felt loved.  He came and we were finished. I layed there and he got up. " I love You Delilah." and he left without anything else being said.  It was romance at its best, but it didn't change the fact that I was still scared . I layed there on the floor, crying. Crying because I had mislead the only person who seemed to really love me. 

        Days had passed and I spoke with Dylan. He said he had wanted to take me out on a date and I agreed. We had went to this small Burger joint that was around the block. I sat there waiting for him.  He finally came and as soon as he sat down I decided to tell him. "I'm pregnant Dylan." and then he stopped. It seemed as if his heart had even stopped. "Oh my God..." and those were the words I feared most to hear from him. Then he kissed me and screamed " We're going to have a baby!" and I said, "Wait.." but he cut me off, " I'm so happy, aren't you happy? You're pregnant with my child! Our baby..." and he kissed me. Immediately he got a phone call. It was his mother telling him to get home because of a terrible accident that happened.  And so he got up. And I sat there. No words to say, I watched him leave.