Is it all only Nightmare

unstabled emotions

Harin! Yahh! I was flinched by my friends. What happened? I asked them.
We were calling you for past 5 minutes. But you were standing like a statue.

Nothing. I shrugged it off. Still thinking of him I was going to my place.

Harin's POV

Ugh!! Come on harin don't think of him. What happened to him ? Is he is sick?? Whatever!!

How could you be so soft hearted my baby... See everyone is hurting you..I wish I could gather myself from drowning into this...Ahh!! Its frustrating..

Our class was started. As usual the same lectures the same advices the same taunting its never gonna change...

Our taunting were interrupted by our school announcement

School Announcement :
            Good morning everyone.. Can we have the student of grade 10 Miss Lee. Please meet our principal at class break. Thank you all

I was confused. Isn't strange?? I didn't realize that all were looking at me.
I excused myself and ran into the restroom. Why God ?? Why ??
If they gonna expel me from school my mom gonna kill me with her spatula...

Aghh!! Its ok who can change. I sighed and went back to my class room. I looked at my class mates some were looking at me with curious some eyes were showing uninterested look some eyes were showing sympathy.. No I don't need this types of judgements

Saji :
What happened? Is everything ok ??

                                                        Harin :
Yes dont worry. I assured her

Saji :
I don't think so. Principal never called u in the Announcement. Don't you think its strange.

Harin :
Mhmm..let's see. What if principal wants to give me gold medal for having intelligent benchmate like you..

Saji :
Yaah!! Don't make fun of me..

Harin :
Ok ok sorry. I am just kidding. I am sorry. I too don't know why principal wants to meet me.let's see...

During break..**..

I was waiting infront of principal's cabin. I am not sure about myself. Did I do really something stupid.. Finally I pushed the doorknob and entered inside.

Good morning mam. I greeted her.

Good morning ms lee.

I heard that you want to meet me. Can I know what matter mam.

She sighed heavily. But why she is sighing!?!

Ms.lee can you do me a favor she asked.

I was confused!! Favor?? What it will be.I was Thinking to myself.

Yes mam. Its my pleasure.I mentally slapped myself for accepting.

You have to leave from this school.

What !!!! But what did I do!! I didn't do anything pls don't do this mam.. I begged her.

But I was thrown out from her office. I was crying messily I dont care about my surrounding. What did I do?? I shouted.

Meeting me is the biggest sin in your life sweetheart...

I froze at my spot. I knew who it is. My legs went numb. I don't want to see him.

He came towards me . he crouched down to my level. He grabbed my chin harshly. And make me look into his eyes.

His eyes reflected the coldness and victory. The smirk is plastered in his face.. I want to rip off smirk from his face. But I couldn't.

He chuckled. I know sweet heart what is going in your brain.

I felt disgusted at his nickname for me. He suddenly shouted which made me flinch.

Why!! Why you're eyes are reflecting hatredness. You know that I don't like it all!!

Because I hate you. I said emotionless

He suddenly grabbed my hair making me yelp in pain. Within a second everything is blacked out..

I was vigorously shaken by my friend dina.. What happened?? She asked me with concern.

I looked around it was all dream why it felt so real..

Dina.. I called her but it only came out as a whisper. What happened? I asked her.

Harin during our first class you had suddenly fainted. Our teacher asked to take you to infirmary so I took you here. But after coming here you started to shout and you were heavily sweating.

Do you had nightmare?? She asked.

It is the worst nightmare. But why it felt so real. I don't think so.. I was hella confused.

Is it dream or??

No.Its not dream sweetheart. He huskily whispered.. But he is not here

I am fine dina. I assured her with my smile. Even though she is not compromised I reassured her... I thanked her.

She hugged me and I hugged her back..

Without realizing tears rolled down my cheek. I sobbed..

Shh!! I am here. Nothing happened. She persuaded me while patting my back and stroking my hair.

After a while...

Hello sweet heart.. Is it dream again or Real. Baby!!! He cooed.. He is real.

I searched for dina but she is not here
I was sweating heavily. Help me!!!!

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a/n : sorry everyone if it is confusing I know it is not good but I am trying my best please stay tuned to know about more mysteries and spicy things..
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