Is it all only Nightmare

I am sorry

Do you love him?? Ishwar what are you talking?? You beat him to death and he is in the state of dying....I swear Ishwar pray to god that he must be ok otherwise you will face the consequences....I warned him.

I was about to go but I remembered something.... I ran to him and gave him medical kit, here have this treat yourself and then I ran to front gate where Rahul is waiting for me in his vulnerable state.

Miss I came I told her while catching my breath. Oh dear!! You came get inside it's already getting late she told me hurriedly.

I went inside and saw rahul lying in the bed with the oxygen mask catching his breath hardly. Guiltiness rushed through me....

I sat near him and hold his hands and I rubbed it slowly, I am sorry because of me you have to suffer I am sorry....

After reaching hospital, the nurses came with stretchers and took him to emergency room. They didn't allowed me inside.

Within few seconds Rahul's mother came with worried expression, what happened?? What happened to my son???

Aunty, I am sorry because of me only he is suffering I am sorry aunty I started crying messily....

No no dear don't blame yourself please....I hugged her tightly and cried out....I never cried infront of anyone but now I can't control... because of me only he is lying lifelessly.....

The doctors came out and I went near and started pouring questions on them. Doctor?? What happened?? Is he is alright??

He sighed heavily. He is alright now but he is still in unconsciousness....
We can't tell when he will gain conscious but for now he is out of danger.

Thank you doctor.... Can I see him?? Yes but don't disturb him I nodded...

Mrs.helen can I have talk with you doctor asked Rahul's mother. She nodded and smiled at me dear go and see him I will come within five minutes.

I twisted the doorknob nervously and I went inside. When I saw him lying in the bed with bandages and ventilation system I halt on my steps.

Tears started forming in my eyes....I slowly went near him and I hold his hand.

Rahul I called him but it only came out as a whisper. I smiled bitterly rahul wake up soon....I have to tutor you right?? I have to fight with you for the place. your dummy is waiting for you Please 🥺 wake up soon hmm?? I kissed his forehead. I am sorry if I didn't ask you who is harini you will never be in this state it's all my fault, tears started rolling down on my cheeks.

Dear, rahul mom called me. Your parents will be worried it's already getting late you should go home now.

Aunty, please 🥺 can I stay here with him I will talk to my mom and dad. They will understand me.... please I pleaded her.

No, dear I can't, you are a teen girl you can't stay here like this for a night you didn't change your uniform too. Tomorrow you are having school right?? Please understand mhmm....go home refresh yourself and take some rest okay?? She patted my back.

Before I started leaving the place I looked at him and went near him....I will come back soon Mr.bubblu I smiled bitterly.

Please take care of him I will visit him tomorrow morning. She nodded at me flashing her warm smile.

I was walking through the streets like a zombie. My eyes were tired because of crying. My eyes and cheeks were puffy and slightly red.

Harin.... Someone called me from behind and obviously it's Ishwar.

I didn't turn around because I am hella tired. How is he?? Is he is alright??

I was shocked 😲 hearing the words. Did I hear him correctly or am I dreaming. I slowly turned myself and looked at him in disbelief.

This stupid boy didn't treat his wounds. I felt angry raising but still I composed it.

He is alright but he didn't open his eyes still now I told him bluntly.

Let me explai-- listen I am already tired can we talk about this topic later.

Ok then let me drive you home. No need I will go by myself I told him coldly.

He didn't listen to me he came near me and picked me up like a sac bag and started walking.

Yaah!! You!! Leave me....but he didn't listened at all. We are going in your car he nodded.

I was shocked 😳. Ishwar I really want to live please I don't want to die in this young age. Do you really know how to drive??

Harin stop it just get inside. I pouted and hopped in. When he was about to come near me and put the seat belt....hello I know how to buckle the seat belt you don't have to do that like in kdramas I told him sarcastically.

He just rolled his eyes and started driving. The drive was  completely silent. No one dared to talk anything.

When we reached home I came out of the car and thanked him for ride.

Tomorrow I will pick yo-- No need tomorrow I have to visit rahul so it's better if you leave now.

Harin I am leaving now but it doesn't mean that I am letting you go forever I am just giving you some time..... You are mine

He left me saying that. I sighed heavily. When I went inside my mom came out and hugged me gently.

Mom... I called her but I could feel that my voice is breaking down. No matter how hard and brave I act outside. I am always a weak and soft girl in my mom's embrace.

Shh!!! It's ok honey I know everything don't worry hmm....

You really had a long day today so go and take shower. I will arrange the table hmm...

I went to my room to take a warm shower. As I let the warm water rolling down my body I felt better.

After the shower I told my mom that I lost appetite so I will eat tomorrow.

I tugged myself in my cozy bed and soon drifted into my dream.

In dream: Please leave me I beg you