1/20/22

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Each day is different.

Some nights I stay up till 4 talking to people. Other times I go to bed at 9.

I've come to realize my dependence on others has not changed. I just don't realize it when people are giving me attention.

There's this guy.

I know I know.

Another one?

But. I actually really like him. I dont know if its bc of his personality, or if its bc he tells me I'm beautiful. But I'm scared.

Should it scare me? Having feelings for someone.

Well it doesn't really matter. He was really distant today.

I texted him telling him that I was scared, but he hasn't opened it.

Granted it was only 13 minutes ago. But that's besides the point.

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