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→jaeyong (part two)

TW:selfharm,overdoss,

This part is taeyong's part of story

Taeyongs side

Cutting his arms over and over again while blood dripped down his arms and thighs he lied in the tub while staring at the ceiling while blood oozed from his body he felt numb like usual it wasn't new

He kept cutting hoping he'll close his eyes forever

Grabbing the pills from the cabinet of the bathroom he opened the lid and poured 12-15 pills and sollowed them in one go

Slowly
Slowly

Slowly

Slowly

The darkness consumed him and his body felt numb he dropped to the floor with blood still oozing out of his arms and thighs hoping he won't wake up ever again

Taeyong opened his eyes and looked around thinking finally he's dead but yet again he woke up why why why was the only think he though why wasn't he dead?

"well it is what it is" he said dryly and started taking a shower while cleaning his cuts that hurt like a bitvh but he had known and felt worse pain then this, he just wanted to end his pitiful life with a painful death

15:19 in the afternoon he changed into a hoodie,sweatpants and a black mask on to not show his ugly face yeah that's what he thinks

He picked his wallet and house keys and left for his shift

He worked in a store as a cashier which payed him enough for his needs well food he eat less asf he never had the appetite some times he shoved foot down his throat which he would only throw up later well that's another part of his Fuvked life

He gave the customer his stuff in a paper bag after he scanned them
Suddenly one of his work mates who also worked there came asking him an unexpected question

"hey hyung?" asked the male with purple hair they had known each other not really close but still were friends jeon Jungkook

"Yes" he asked "do you know how it feels to be in love?" asked jungkook while taeyong smiles softly under his mask his mind drifted to a certain someone he nodded, hasitately nodded and started off "I believe that when two people are in love with each other, you can see it in their eyes. The way they look at each other, the way they stare at each other, it's all there. Their eyes are full of admiration, of attraction, of undying feelings for each other. Their eyes twinkle, their eyes are smiling. Even if they didn't t say a word about it, there's this invisible thread connecting them two"
Jungkook smiled softly hearing taeyong's answer and asked "have you been in love hyung?" Taeyong slowly nodded while he started taking the apron off as his shift had ended he said "Everyone wants to fall in love. But I think more people are in love with the theory of love. If you're looking in from the outside, it looks so beautiful. On the inside, it's scary because it can take over your life. It's the strongest emotion but also the darkest. It can put you on a high for days, but it can wrap an anchor around your feet and drown you in less than a minute" taeyong ruffled Jungkook's hair "be wise who you fall in love with kook" Taeyong left saying that while jungkook was in amazement after hearing his hyungš answer "take care hyung! " he shouted happily while taeyong nodded and walked out