love and hate

the gas station pt 2

    I've seen him since our school before. He's a grade older than me. He's a junior and I'm a sophomore. He's one of the most popular, feared and coolest queer people. He like me is a trans man.
    We knew each other before our public transition. But we never talked.
    "Goody two shoes Arlo sneaking out?"
    "I'm not a goody two shoes Saylem" I say. He absolutely pisses me off. Just hearing him makes me irritated as fuck.
     "Mhm and I'm trans"
     "You are tra- fuck off" I say pushing him outta the way. Me being two feet shorter and maybe 20 lbs lighter than him, it just makes him smile, a sly smile.
      He pushes me against the fridge. I think he's gonna punch me, but he kisses me. "Don't push me pretty boy" I push him off of me with more strength this time. He know I have a partner. He slams against on of th isles.
      "Boys, what's going on back there?!"
      "Nothing Arlo just slipped!" Saylem responds back with ease. He grabs my monsters and hands them to me. We don't exchange a single word. I see him grab gummy bears and a Pepsi. He puts the gummy bears in his pants and pays for the Pepsi. I think about snitching, to give him pay back. That push wasn't enough.
     My brain goes back to the kiss, I actually... Enjoyed it?