It should not be this cold
Was my first thought when I came to. The soft material of the duvet rubbing against my chilled skin. Reluctantly I opened one eye to find the source of the cold and sure enough one of my bedroom windows was halfway open. The curtains softly swaying every time the wind howled. It was a gently breeze but still none the less cold.
Groaning I sat up still holding the blankets closer to me in efforts to attempt to keep some warmth to no avail. Slowly rising to my feet I made my way over to the open window getting goosebumps from the cold now being directly on my skin. Closing it before drawing the curtains closed. I was about to head back to sleep when suddenly it hit me.
I never opened the window.
In fact I remember closing it last night due to the fact we were supposed to get a bad snow storm. That's when I heard the shallow breathing I didn't hear before. So focused on the cold I didn't realize there was a person right beside me in bed. Hawng Hyunjin. I shook my head mentally asking myself why he would open the window when it's cold but suddenly remembering he gets very warm at night to the point he sleeps naked sometimes. I didn't mine considering he was my boyfriend of almost a year.
"Jinie" I whispered hitting him in the chest with my pillow causing him to groan and reach his hand up to stop it.
"Why on earth would you open the window? It's freezing and what are you doing in here?"
My anger quickly subsiding when I saw his pouty face.
"I got lonely and hot"
His morning voice was something I would treasure for life even after the end. How raspy and whiny it was all in one. Gave me butterflies.
"If you're cold come cuddle me"
I sigh at his words crawling into bed with him. He knows he won. He knows I can't resist him. His arms were soon wrapped around my smaller figure because let's face it Hyunjin is giant. Compared to me at least. His legs long like a daddy long leg.
"I love you" he whispers which only intensifies the already existing butterflies.
Burying my face in his chest it muffles my words.
"I love you too" it was more of a muffled whisper but he understand. I could tell by the way he squeezed my arm and pulled me closer.
"Do you?" I could hear the smile in his voice.
"Yes you big dummy, I love you" I could feel my cheeks heating up. How does this boy affect me this badly.
"Good bc that means you're stuck with me and I'm never letting you go, you warm now?"
I only nod in response and listen to his soft heartbeat and shallow breathing. He has no idea how in love with him I actually am and will always be.
