Deadly Love

Pulse

(1060 words)
*Song lyrics from Like I Would by Zayn (Troyboi Remix) and Sacrifice by Black Atlass and Jessie Reyez

Summer's POV:

Malice is carrying me out of the restaurant with angered steps. As fun as my night was, I'm regretting my actions. I didn't truly want to hurt Malice, or lose him for that matter.

I tuck my head into his neck as I start to sob. I wish I could hold back my feelings right now, but the waterworks still start flowing. Malice notices and suddenly stops moving down the street. He kisses my forehead with a simple, "I know."

The next thing I know, I'm laying in bed. I don't know how I got here and I don't care. Then I notice something. The dark room smells of expensive cologne, and this bed is significantly more comfy than my own.

I roll to my back and stare into the darkness, deep in thought. Before I can think too hard, an arm slips over my stomach, scaring the shit out of me.

"Stop worrying, you can do that tomorrow. Go to sleep darling," a voice whispers in my ear. Malice's voice.

"Huh, where am I? Where did you take me? What time is it?" I start rambling.

I feel him roll off of his back as he places himself above me. He lessens the distance between us and starts answering all the questions that were running through my head. "You're in my bed. At my apartment," he said, followed by a kiss on my jawline.

"It's about 2am." He planted another kiss on my neck.

"You fell asleep in my arms on the way over here, so I let you sleep." His lips press against the skin covering my collar bone.

"I forgive you, but we will be discussing everything in the morning." My whole body tenses as he drags his tongue down my breast and draws circles around my nipple.

"Oh, and you'll be here all week. I called the school and got us both out of class. Don't even bother asking how," he stated knowingly before sliding his tongue down the center line of my abdomen.

"I'm glad you're awake. Let's wake the neighbors too," he finishes before starting to peel off my limited clothing.

My brain is in slight shock over his last comment, but my body is pulsing with excitement. He places a strong grip on each of my thighs and slowly slides his tongue from my ankle to my upper thigh.

My head rolls back just as his weight lifts off of my body. His footsteps lead away from the bed entirely. "Is something wrong?" I question.

"Nothing, darling. Just setting the mood," he says as red lights turn on, revealing the mirror covered ceiling above me. Damn I look good right now. I peek over to Malice. He's scrolling on his phone.

Suddenly, music starts streaming from hidden speakers in the bedroom. He turns around slowly to face me. Ok, HE looks damn good right now.

He takes slow steps towards the bed, and pulls his black jeans down his legs and onto the floor. He slides the drawer beside me open before grabbing a black and gold vibrator.

I grip his wrist and he turns his head towards mine. "I want you," I say softly.

"Not tonight," he says sternly, pulling his hand back and closing the drawer.

His body moves into position above me as I start to pay attention to the song he chose: Thought you'd like to know that
He won't touch you like I do
He won't love you like I would
He don't know your body
He don't do you right
He won't love you like I would
Love you like I would

Before my emotions can build up, I get distracted by vibration on my inner thigh. I open my eyes to see his eyes staring deep into mine. My gaze wanders down to the chain necklace dangling over me. I can't help but look behind the necklace at Malice's chiseled figure and tight Calvin Klein boxers.

I reach up and snap his waistband receiving a quick response of his hand wrapping around my throat. "Lie still, look pretty, and enjoy yourself," he threatens.

"Mhmm understood," I choke out.

His hand goes back to support himself above me as he continues pleasuring me. The vibrations pulse against my clit. He pushes the toy deep into me, and I close my eyes and bite my lip to avoid moaning loudly.

His hand caresses my chin as he pull my lip free with his thumb. "Don't hold it in for me darling. How will I know if you're enjoying yourself if you don't scream?" he states simply before placing his lips on mine, preventing my response.

Our mouths move in sync and the vibrations continue within me. "Wake the neighbors," Malice challenges before sliding his tongue past my lips.

He thrusts the toy in and out of me at the perfect pace. My full body tenses and I can feel myself dripping with pleasure over Malice's hand. He swirls his fingers around the moisture and replaces the vibrations with the movements of his hand inside me.

The pressure of his fingers against my wall is enough to make me climax. The feeling flows through my body and a loud moan escapes my mouth as I finish around his hand. His movements slow before he pulls his fingers out and up to his mouth. He places the fingers in his mouth before closing his lips and sliding them back out slowly.

"You taste good darling," Malice says before rolling off the bed. He walks over to turn the red lights back off. Before he does, I stare at the mirrored ceiling and regret having my eyes closed. He turns the music down, but not completely off and switches the song.

I pull the blankets over myself, waiting for Malice to join me. His muscular figure slides into the bed beside me, and I scoot closer to him. My head lays on his chest while he strokes my hair.

As I drift off, I hear the lyrics playing softly around us:
We could call it love, or we could call it nothing
But you got what I want, you know I do, too
So let me, let me just lay you down
Turn me on, take it all tonight

Does he love me?
Do I love him?