HIS OBSESSION

CHAPTER 50

KAIRUS JACE WANE

I was five years old when I lived in the Philippines. I have no friends there, I always play with my toys and it's so boring. But one day when I sneak out to my Nanny and I got somewhere I don't know where.

I saw a girl playing alone at the yard, she's talking to herself, she's laughing and pouting I don't know why because she's talking to her doll, what's wrong with this girl.

My ball accidentally went to their yard so I don't have a choice but to call her. She didn't see me at first so I called her  again.

"Here, stupid." I called, pissed.

"Anong kailangan mo?" Mataray niyang sabi. Her face is so soft but she's a brat.

I pointed at my ball and asked her to get it for me, but she asked for a magic word, I frowned because how would I know? She gave me the ball but she was pouting, glaring at me.

"Ella." She said.

"Sweetheart!" We stopped when someone called her.

"Kairus!" I turned around when I saw my mom rushing towards me. She was panting and checking on me.

"You got us worried sick, Kairus!" My mother scolded and hugged me. She smiled at someone and pulled me.

Until then I always went to that yard and always threw my ball inside so I could call her.

But my mother told me I will go back to Italy because my father missed us. I thought I'm going to see her again but I was wrong. A lot of years passed and those memories faded.

Cold as ice. That's what they always said to me. Why am I so cold? Why? Do they want me to laugh after killing someone or while killing someone. I just don't want to waste my emotions on some people who deserve to die.

I'm a bad person and a playful person. I played with girls and dumped them in the end. I don't want to be chained. Fucking no. I can't never imagine myself proposing to someone. I would rather kill myself.

"Bro, I heard we have a scholar you must be fucking kidding right?" Loki said with a disgusting tone. I shrugged and continued reading. We're at the library right now. Loki is playing with his knife, Lai reading and Andre's flirting with two girls. Tsk fucktard.

"Why did you even agree?" This is once in the blue moon when Loki says a lot of words in his goddamn mouth.

"Don't fucking ask me." Irritado kong sabi. I flip my book onto the next page.

"She's beautiful though." Lai said and shrugged. We looked at him but he didn't even give us a glance.

"Who?" Agad na tanong ni Andre. Basta babae talaga mabilis pa siya sa cheetah. Napailing na lang ako.

"The scholar but she's dumb." Tamad na sagot niya. Minsan bobo din tong si Lai, scholar nga pero dumb. Gago pala 'to ih.

"Basta maganda."

"Gago may kasama kang mga babae tapos maghahanap ka ng babae. Mukha kang tite." Sikmat ni Lai. Emphasizing the 'mga', yeah he's right. Andre raised his middle finger and back to flirting. And the two girls giggling are not even felt insulted when Andre's talking about other girl. Tsk. Sluts.

"The dean's called us." Loki informed us looking at his phone. We stand up and leave.

Nang nakarating kami sa opisina ng dean ay agad kaming umupo. She handed us a folder for the upcoming events.