The game ( Tom Holland mob story)

Chapter 13

Bella's pov

I wake up in Tom's bed. I can believe he is dead. Just thinking about him make me cry. I never thought that I will fell in love with him that fast but it doesn't matter now since he's gone. I stand up and prepare myself for the funeral. While I was getting ready, my tears wouldn't stop. After a while I finish and go downstairs. There I see everybody ready.

" Sweetheart do want to eat breakfast" Nicki ask with a small smile.

" no thanks I'm not hungry"

" but you didn't eat last night" Haz said

" Haz I'm not hungry. Now can we go" I was really angry. Well to be honest I don't know what am I feeling, anger or sadness.

"yes we can go" Dom said with no emotion

After 30 minutes of ride, we arrived. We get out of the car but my feet didn't want to go any further.

"are you ok" Sam said and put his hand on my shoulder. I just nod and we continue going further.

We stayed there for 50 minutes. I was standing there with no emotion. I think I cried a lot that's why my tears is not coming. Everyone was crying a little apart from Dom. He was not crying.

After that we come home. I was going to my room when Nicki stop me by grabbing my hand.

" Bella are you ok you didn't say anything"

" I-I don't know" and then I just fell in Nicki's arms crying.

" I'm sorry Nicki he is dead because of me. He is dead because he had to protect me. I can live without him I really love him. I can be here and don't see Tom. It's all because of me if I wasn't here he would be here now with his family and friends but because of me he's not here. I wish I was dead so he would be here now. I'm nothing for him, I am just a girl who had to marry him just for her protection. But this girl fell in love with him and now this boy is not here because of her. We had an argument and we didn't talk to each other for a while and I couldn't tell him that I love him even though he didn't love me. I wanna die Nicki just let this people to come and kill me so I want hurt anyone else"

" no no don't say that. It's not because of you. There were some tension between two mob so they start to shots and Tom dead there. This is not your fault Bella please don't say that. You are a part of our family now"

I just stay in Nicki's arms for a while then stand up and go to Tom's office. I sit in his chair and just look at his table. There were a picture of him with his family. He was smiling in the picture. I just take the picture and look at Tom.

" Why did you leave me alone Tom. You were supposed to protect me but now you're gone and I am here alone without you. I know that you don't love me but I love you even though you hurt my feelings. I just wish you were here with me."

I just take the picture in my hand and fell asleep here.

Tom's pov

They come back from my funeral. It's wired to say my funeral but anyway I see Bella. She's not feeling that well. She look pale. She was going upstairs when my mom stop her. And then she just fell in her arms and cry.

Oh no she thinks I am dead because of her. Did she just say that she loves me. I wish I never say this things to her.
I really want to tell her that I love her but I can't.

After a while she goes to my office. What she is doing in my office. She sit in my chairs and look at the picture and take it in her hand.

" Why did you leave me alone Tom. You were supposed to protect me but now you're gone and I am here alone without you. I know that you don't love me but I love you even though you hurt my feelings. I just wish you were here with me."

My tears start to come. I never cried before for someone above all I never cried for a girl. But now I'm crying because I love her but I can tell her. I really believe that she loves me. I mean look at her can anyone be like this for someone that they don't love. She didn't eat. I really start to get worried I will tell my dad to stop this because she really proved that she loves me.

I was going to call my dad to tell him to stop this game when suddenly Sara come.

" mr. Holland we received I letter"

" give me the letter" she give me the letter and she goes back.

I open the letter

The letter

Hey my dear Holland,

I hope you didn't miss me. It's been a while since we met last time. Sorry for the disturbance by the letters. I think it would be good if we meet tomorrow at 10 am.
This is the address
See you soon

Williams

So this signature come from Williams. I have to call my dad but this time it's about this letter. After 1 hour my dad and Haz come.

" ok Tom tell about this letter" my dad ask

" well it's from the Williams. From the start they were the person who send us all this letters"

" but how it's possible I mean the Williams family leave all this business and go to California to live there."

" I don't know dad but I think we should go tomorrow and see them"

" and how you want to find them"

" oh well we don't have to find them. In the letter they let their address and say to meet them there at 10 am tomorrow"

" ok then I guess we will go and see them."

" dad I think we can stop this game. She really show us that she care about me and loves me. By side she didn't leave"

" yeah I guess she really loves you. Ok then tomorrow when we come back from this meeting you will come back home and tell everything to her"

" yes thank you"

" ok boys if don't need me I will go and see you guys tomorrow"

" yes. Bye dad"and then my dad leaves.

" how's Bella" I ask Haz

" well not that well. She didn't eat since the accident. She stay at her or your room all the days. She don't talk to anyone"

" Haz I think I feel in love with her"

" oh Tom I knew it. From the beginning I know that you will feel in love with her"

" yeah she is really the girl a always wanted. I will have to wait until tomorrow. And tomorrow afternoon I will be again with her"

" yeah Tom you will be with your love"