The cheating lawyer

Chapter four - where am i?

I finally went back to work but this time I got a taxi since Otis was asleep and I didn't want to wake him up at 2AM because that's just mean, since I recently had my twin boys I was still kind of sore so I didn't do my really advanced tricks and I wasn't doing major lap dances either because I didn't want to be more sore but by the time my shift had ended Otis was awake so I asked him to pick me up so I didn't have to talk to a stranger, once he got to where I was I got in the car and he was taking me home when suddenly everything went black **what's happening? Otis? Where is everyone** I heard Otis on the phone "send an ambulance now!! I accidentally crashed my car and my wife is knocked out I don't want her to die!" And before I knew it I heard ambulance sirens and Otis telling me it's all going to be ok and that he'll take care of the boys for me, everything was still black and my eyes wouldn't open but I could hear everything being said around me and I realised I was in the hospital and I was dying! I didn't want to die! Im so happy with Otis, if I die what am I going to do about Otis and my sons!! Otis came to visit me everyday for two months when he suddenly stopped, it hurt me to realise he stopped visiting me but he must be upset and busy taking care of the boys so I just let it roll down my back.

It's three months and I finally woke up, the doctors said I was in a coma for those three months and they told me exactly what happened to me "you can go home next month we just need to check you don't have anymore internal damage" I was so happy to know I could go home next month and see Otis! I missed not hearing his voice, I missed his face and his beautiful blue eyes and I missed Leon and Noel! I hope I didn't miss anything. After a month they had to do one last surgery on me before I went home and they told me they called my work and said I wouldn't be in for a bit because I needed to rest and take it easy for a while.

I was happy to be going home but I wanted to visit my work and explain to them what exactly happened and why I wouldn't be working for a while and they completely understood, they gave me £5000 for if I get anymore injuries or for anything I need post surgery wise I thanked them and left to go home but then I wanted a coffee so I went to the little coffee shop around the corner but since I just had surgery for my internal injuries I was only allowed cold drinks so I got a water with ice and then I read a book in the library, I tried calling Otis to tell him I'd be home soon but he didn't answer? I got concerned but finished reading my book first and then I completely forgot about the missed call so I texted him instead and it didn't send through? **has he deleted my number?** I was so confused and I immediately called a taxi and got it to take me home, I need to get to the bottom of this.

I got home and I saw our bedroom light was off and there was little specks of light **are those candles? Who is in MY house** I burst through the front door and I can hear Otis saying "it's ok my wife died when I crashed my car a couple months ago, keep going" I was furious, I ran upstairs and listened through the door "I love you so much Otis, I hope we can spend the rest of our life together" I heard Otis chuckle and agree **what the fuck?!?! First he says I'm dead and now he's fucking another girl!! WE HAVE TWO CHILDREN FOR FUCK SAKE** u went downstairs and asked the chef to make me some cereal and she apologised for him bringing another girl home, she knew I wasn't dead but she didn't know why he thought I was.

I sat on the couch and cried for ages, I didn't know what to do and I couldn't even watch any of my favourite movies or shows because I watched them all with Otis and I was too sad to even think of him right now, I just sat and cried when I started to hear banging, I knew exactly what was going on and it made me cry even more but this time it was angry tears. I was so mad at him! How could he possibly think I'm dead and delete my phone number and then go and fuck a random girl!! It's not like I have my mum anymore and my dad died before I was even born and I don't have any friends in the UK apart from Otis but how am I supposed to go to Otis and ask for help when he's the one hurting me like this. I can't handle this anymore, I need to confront him I just need to! I don't want to go crazy again! I haven't don't identity theft since I was in Belgium and that was six years ago!