Sweet old depression
You like a Fat guy sitting on me
You caress me with bitter lies
You touch me here and there
Bitting at me like some deranged animal
Then you kiss me like a mother nurturing her newborn
Brushing my hair, counting 1, 2, 3 or more like the ticking of a
antique granfather clock, tick tock
faster and faster as time goes by
eating away at the very happiness left with in me
Your like an umbrella on rainy day except you have
millions of holes in you leaving me wet
cold and helpless with my only hope
running back into my home, locking the door, going under my blanket
my teeth chattering the fear of isolation consuming me
But at the snap of your fingers
you change like from night to day
You say you love me and you kiss me like its your first time
only to string me along on your invisible chain like a dog or like a slave
But know you choking me, I cant breath im fighting for that last breath
and then you let me go
Sad songs, vivid memories and A pounding heart
Why do you still founder me?
