Recovery

11. Overboard

Brooklyn

"I'm overboard and I need your love"

I was in my room by myself because I had been trying to avoid Justin after our little scream out session earlier, I just needed to process all of it. He told me he still loved me, that's not just a a saying you throw out everyday without meaning. I was confused as to what I wanted, obviously I was going to leave Shaun, but as for Justin and I? Did I still love him? Did I want that? I'm just not sure.

"Hey, uh we've got to get going for sound check in a bit." I sigh as I look up to Isabella, she frowns as she looks at me. "Brooke, what's up? Ever since you got back from that walk with Justin you've seemed a little off.." She trails off, I let out another sigh, I decided to tell her what went on when we took that walk. "Brooke, what's the problem? You still have feelings for him, I don't understand?" I looked down at my bed sheets, twirling my fingers on the soft fabric of the sheets, I just didn't have an answer for her. "He hurt me Bella, and now he thinks I'll come running back to him? That's now how it works Bells, sure I miss him, but what's to say he won't leave me again? Like if he gets bored I couldn't handle that heart break again."

"Brooke, how are sure that he will do it again?" Isabella says, she takes a seat on my bed. "Brooke, that's the thing about love, it's all about risk, but those risk are worth taking if it means your happiness." She says with a smile, I just shrug and look up at her. "I can't, I'm not ready to take that risk yet. He broke me Bella and now he's gonna have to work to put the pieces back together." I squeeze the pillow I had in my hand tight, I wasn't gonna accept Justin right back in, he hurt me beyond words and he was gonna have to work for it. I was not gonna get hurt again.

"Oh and by the way, you're cheating asshole of a soon to be ex boyfriend is here." Isabella rolls her eyes, I laughed before hoping off my bed and walk downstairs towards him, now was the time to break up with him. "Brooklyn, baby I've missed you." He comes and pulls me by the waist, oh you've missed me? Bullshit, more like he missed my money. "Shaun, can we talk some where private?" I say and he furrow his eyebrows I'm confusion before nodding his head, I lead him back upstairs to my room. "So what you wanna talk about?" He asks, I refuse the urge to roll my eyes at him, stupid cheating asshole of a soon to be ex boyfriend, I really do spend too much time with Isabella.

"Mhmm let's start off with the fact that I know you've been cheating on me, worse thing is she's your stupid secretary!" I scoff, that truly is an insult to me, she's a bubble blonde who doesn't know shit about anything god she's so annoying. "Babe, I could never cheat on you, who told you this lie?" I roll my eyes and slap his hand when he tried to pull me back towards him. " I don't get it, I'm 1000xs more hotter than her and obviously a lot smarter than her, you made a really stupid move, and an even stupider move making a Latina mad, dumb fuck." See this is where I think God for making me part Latina, the Latina in me was making sure he was gonna get his dick handed to him. Literally.

"Babe lets talk about this calmly." He says and I roll my eyes, he has no right to call me 'babe'. "First, don't call me babe, I'm not your 'babe' anymore. And second, when you cheated on me you lost all your rights to have a 'calmly discussion'." I growl, I was two seconds away from kicking him in his dick. "You're being such a bitch about this." Before I knew it I had swung my hand and slapped him. "You're a pathetic asshole and I want you out of my apartment that I pay for within the next two days." I glare at him and he scoffs.

"How the hell am I supposed to get a place to stay and have everything packed up in two days?" He asks and I roll my eyes. "I don't know go stay with that bitch Hana I don't know I don't care all I know is you better be out within in the next two days, and trust me if you're not I'll find out and you don't want to know what I'll do next." I give him a sarcastic smile."oh and Shaun before you leave here's a little gift from me to you." I knee him in the area before walking out leaving him in pain.