When You Are Not Okay

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Baby, how are you? Not feeling well? What do you feel? Empty? Lost? Is there a problem? What's our problem? You can tell it to me baby :) and if you're not ready still, I can wait. Know that I'm here lang, waiting for you to be okay, love. Take a deep breath baby, you can do this! We can do this.

You know baby, we don't always have to face all of our problems, sometimes all we need to do with it is to ignore, think of ourselves, and take some good rest. Mag rest mahal, pagod ba ikaw? Rest baby. You can rest with me, you can rest to me. Do you need alone time? You can, baby. I'll just wait for you to be okay. I'll never leave baby, okay? I'm here lang with you. You don't have energy to talk? It's okay! You can be silent with me the whole time, just give me a clue or a hint that you're not okay. Maiintindihan ko na 'yon, love. Hihintayin kita. You can take your time, baby.

Di ba, we're not always happy po? We have good and bad days. And I guess today is that bad days. We're not always happy and okay, and that's totally fine. And if you don't know the reason why you're not okay, you don't have to figure it out agad. Don't stress yourself, don't pressure yourself to be okay. Feel your emotions love, everything will be okay.
You have me baby, you're not alone with this.

Is there anything I can do to help you? Do you need anything baby? A hug? A kiss? Food? Words? Tell me. I'll give it to you! Do you want to walk outside? Go to the church? Magpahangin love? Sasamahan kita. Where do you want? Do you want to eat? We will eat!

If you're not ready to tell me your problem or what happened baby, it's okay. I'll wait for you to be ready to tell it to me. Just give me hints baby! Hihintayin kita. At kung hindi mo nasabi agad, ayos lang mahal. Ang mahalaga nasabi mo pa rin. Thank you for telling me what you're feeling today! Baby, I love you so much. I'm here. Sila Nabi and Taki too! We're here for you. Thank you for surviving this day baby, now, take some good rest and sleep po. I'll pray for you. Mahal na mahal kita, baby. I'm here lang po, okay? I love you so much. Take care of yourself, love!

It's okay to feel lost, empty and sad. It's totally normal. And it's okay to cry baby, don't hold back your tears. Andito lang ako, love. Hindi kita iiwan. Through our good and bad times. I'll be with you.

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