The Art of A Fangirl | AvNeil ( Under Editing)

Chapter 4

Sorry for not updating yesterday,was busy hell...!!

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A dead silence on Avni. She herself kept silent,she don't know what to do. It's been 2 days since she got the news of her mother's disease. What making her guilt was she weren't able to do anything for her mother. She didn't drew pictures nor she wrote something. For the first time in her life,after becoming a fangirl of Neil. The bubbly chirpy Avni inside her slowly burying inside of her. Ashish and Neela became helpless, they never saw this side of their daughter. They are seeing their daughter going onto depression slowly infront Of their eyes,but they're helpless. All they could do was to pray to God.

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Neil's getting more frustrated more angry. He isn't getting her letters. The last time when she didn't sent letters to him,he knew that she is busy with her studies. But now,there is no news of her. He is scared,if we may say more precisely. His heart aching,he wants to see her. But how?When?Would it be possible?these questions kept haunting him.

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Being heart broken,feeling helpless having no tears to shed,Avni decided to write a letter for him. Atleast it could give her a little peace,happiness maybe!she isn't sure. Thinking of him always kept her happy,with a trust on that,she decided to write a letter and paint a picture maybe for one last time.

She stood up,walking to her canvas. She mixed her paints with water,dipped her brush in it,swirling it making the paint all around it. With shivering hands,she reached the brush to the canvas,she draw his picture,what exactly she felt now. She kept a decision. She know what's her mother's wish. And as a daughter,she always thought she isn't able to do anything for her,bit if I do agree for this maybe she'll be happy. Her thoughts never ended. She smiled at the picture of his,for one last time. She smiled throughout the painting and yet her heart ached as she did it. Wrapping the picture in a box,fixing the stamp on the letter,her eyes were flooded. Lips dried. Helplessness:made her worser.

After keeping things aside,she sat on the bed,trying to sink in the old good memmories, where she was happy with her parents, her excitement in writing and painting pictures for him. But now, she felt aching of her heart. She felt a strong thing carried on her chest, making her to cause problem in breathing. All she could do was to cry, cry at her helpless state. She looked at the shining moon, covering her face with tears, as she sobbed hardly. Trying to let her pain out.

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He pushed himself on the bed, relaxing himself from the hectic day. But not from her. He closed her eyes, her thought came, he roam around walked around, took his laptop to watch movie, but her thoughts trapped his mind. Atlast being irritated, he went to the balcony, the moonlight touching his face.

"Can you feel the pain in my heart ohh," he hummed slowly as if talking to her.

"Oh girl!you made me drenched in your love, leaving my heart ached as I remembered,"he whispered lightly.

"Will I ever get you?"No,"she chuckled at her question. A lone tear escaped her eyes. She never felt this, never in her life.

"Am I losing you?,"he questions himself, trying to find an answer.

"Maybe my dream of seeing you might left behind with my other dreams,"she continued to wipe off her tears, but they kept flowing without her knowing.

They both looked at the moon, trying to find the answers to their question, drowing in each other yet again..

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I hope it wasn't a cringe.

It's short, I know, but i really can't help. I'm sorry. As I said previously, I need this to be a 10 chapter, but I don't think it'll be.

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