The break up

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Frida's POV

  It was a thursday night. I spent the whole day shopping, it was my therapy. When I finally got back home to see Benny, It was like the last months and that hurted me. Benny and I have been apart the last months, there was no fights, our lifes were just taking different directions.
  While we were silent at dinner, I decided to speak with him about it. "Benny, I need to talk with you" He realised by the way I talked and by the way I called him that there was something wrong "What's wrong?" I felt tears forming in my eyes while I was taking the courage to talk with him "I wanted to talk about this with you for months, but I didnt want to hurt you but I feel like thats the best for us. You know that we have been so apart lately, god knows what was the last time we kissed with real love. I think we agree that even if we will start a band and we are so close, we are better as friends" I started to sob as I said that. Benny was shocked, when he was finally able to say something "I- I agree. Frida you were one of the best things that ever happened to me and I feel we are destinated to stay together but in a platonic way" As he said that we hugged, in a comfort hug. We both were reliefed this happened. I broke the hug. Benny is so important to me, I think he should be the first one to know my secret. I took a deep breath and said "T- there is one more thing I have to tell you, and you are the first one to know that" He sat in front of me and waited for me to say "Benny I- Im queer. I don't  wanna lable myself at the moment but yeah" I waited for his reaction. He smiled at me and said " Anni I support you so much. Im so proud of you" Then I started to sob even more. He was the first person that I come out to and I didnt except him to be so supportive. He called me Anni, thats how he called me to comfort me. He hugged me and talked again "Dont cry Frida, our romantic love is over but I will always love you in a platonic way. Im so proud of you for everything. Know I will always be here for you" "Ben, thank you so much for talking it all so natural and calm. You dont know how much I am grateful for having you in my life"
  We hugged a little more. We discussed some stuff about the breakup and he decided he would live at his old flat that he never get rid of. I would stay at your house. I was happy for solving everything but I felt a little lonely. After I helped Benny pack his stuff and put it on the car we hugged once again. Now there wasnt more tears or drama, we had a friendly breakup. After I closed the door, I realised I needed to talk with someone. Someone who would understand me. I thought of calling Olivia but she is on tour, Lucy just had given birth and Alice was on greece... ANNA. I decided to call her. We werent that much of friends, I mean I consider her so much already but we dont have much contact. I called her:
"Hi Anna, is me Frida"
"Oh hi Frida, how are you"
"Good, I mean I just broke up with Ben"
"Omg Frida, are you ok"
"Yes ig, can you come over to my place so we can talk?"
"Yes ofc, I will be here in 20mins"

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