Saige Catalina Lewis
The day moved so slow or maybe I'm just tired and want to get back to my bed. Either way there's no reason I should just now be sitting down for lunch and I feel like I've been here for 30 hours.
When I got back to Chicago my assistant told me that she went ahead and booked me some extra appointments for the day after I got back. I know she was trying to make up for the money lost in those days but my lower back and feet were hurting.
I open my salad bowl and pour the dressing on then toss it in trash can by the door, I get comfortable in my chair then prop my phone up to watch Netflix while I eat.
Just as I put a fork full of salad into my mouth my phone rings and his contact name appears on the screen.
Baby 😶🌫️❤️🩹
I have to pause for a second trying to figure out a way to get out of his call. I need to stop being scary and face my fears.
Fuck it.
Before I can grab the phone to answer the call ends and my phone shows my Netflix movie paused. I slum back into my chair picking up my salad bowl again to start eating.
The door to my studio opens, when I turn to look it's Baby standing in the doorway looking down at me. He silently moves deeper into the room closing and locking it behind him.
I set my salad bowl down on the desk in front of me slowly, when I turn back to face him he's even closer standing at the edge of my desk with a rose in his hand.
He reaches down grabbing my phone from the desk and starts swiping on it, he's above me so I can't see anything he's actually doing but when it vibrates with a text message I try to reach up only to have him pull it away from me and do something else.
"What you hiding?" He questions me looking at me then turning back to the phone.
I was in the middle of texting Choppa. After that time on the jet he put his number in my phone and made me promise to text him. We've been in constant contact and he actually seemed cool but I couldn't be in a relationship right now.
"You got a lil boyfriend huh?" Baby asks then sets my phone back down on the desk. He chuckles a little then reaches down and grab my neck pulling me up to meet his face. "You let him fuck you?"
The look in his eye tells me that I should lie but I can't even do it. "Yea. When we were in Ohio." I admit.
I was shitting bricks when he started smiling like the joker.
I know y'all probably wondering who Baby is. So let me explain before I die.
Baby works with Dale, they used to move weight together before Baby went off to take his music seriously. It paid off in the long run because he's now one of the biggest rappers in the game. You know Lil Baby ? Yea that's who's choking me right now.
Dale met Baby when we would go visit our grandparents in Atlanta for the summer, Baby lived down the street from our family house and was the only kid my grandparents liked. They thought he was a sweetheart and would rub off on Dale but little do they know him and Dale the same type of bad. Baby just knew how to hide it from people.
Even though it was cliché I always had a crush on Baby. When I was nine I would always "have a bad dream" so I could come sleep in the bed with the boys when he slept over. Or I would make him tie my shoes for me even thought I knew full and well how to do it.
Despite my best efforts nothing happened between us until last year.
I had been at my new apartment for about three weeks at that point and didn't have anything besides a bed and tv because I was too prideful to ask my brothers for anything. Baby had a show in the city and got my address from Dale who was out of town at the time. When he came over he surprised me so he saw that the little apartment was empty and didn't miss a beat. He got in my bed and watched tv with me like we were in a mansion. During the sex scene of ATL things got a little heat and slowly but surely my clothes were off and Baby was inside me rearranging my guts.
