The Unfaithful Wife

Chapter 1

Amnesia

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"No" ramdam ko ang panginginig sa boses ko. "Hindi maari 'to? Panong... ? Imposible"

It really looks like the woman in the picture. But why? how? I mean what happened?. This isn't me, I'm fucking pretty sure of that. This is not me. My face and even my looks, it really looks different from who really I am.

So this explains why they kept on insisting that effin shit. No way, It really can't be. So what now? Is this means that my soul is in the other woman's body? and unfortunately to a married woman?. And where is my poor body now? what happened to my body then?

Naguguluhan talaga ako. Sa sobrang kaba at takot ko ngayon parang gusto ko nalang kainin ako ng lupa. Masyado na ako'ng maraming sinabi, hindi ko na alam kung san ko pa ilulugar ang sarili ko ngayon.

A couples of questions cuddle my mind. I don't know where to start thinking. I don't even know that this such thing is possible. All I know right now is everything is complicated. Really complicated. How I wished this is just a nightmare, but how can it be a nightmare when everything's clear to me. Pano magiging bangungot kung ramdam ng buo kong kalamnan ang kakaibang takot at kaba?. I know that I lost my consciousness, what I didn't know is when I woke up I'm in a different body. And speaking of consciousness, how long did I lost it?.

"Mommy" a voice from my left uttered, It bring my senses back to reality. Nasa hospital nga talaga ako. Kasama ang mga taong ni sa panaginip o internet manlang ay di ko pa nakita.

I glance to the said voice, the little girl is now calling me mommy. Masyado na siyang malabo sa paningin ko dahil punong puno ng mga luha ang mga mata ko. Dahan dahan siyang lumapit sakin and gently sat beside me.

"Mommy, it's me Keila. Don't you either remember who am I?" she said in her teary eyes too.

I look at her emotionless. I honestly don't know how to react, knowing the fact that I am inside someone's body. Her Mom's body.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero may part sa loob ko na nakukunsensya, kahit pa hindi ko rin naman alam pano ako napunta sa katawang 'to.

"I'm sorry" I said in between my sobs.

Sorry dahil hindi kita makilala or worst hindi kita kilala. Sorry kasi hindi naman talaga ako ang Mommy mo. Gusto ko sanang idagdag kaso pati sarili ko'ng dila naduwag na.

"I don't want to be rude" baling ko kay Kaedan "But, don't you mind if I ask what my name is?" I'm just really effin curious who owned this body. And whose identity I'm bringing now.

Maybe it's about time to just go on the flow. I didn't know them, baka mamaya ano pa magawa nila sakin dahil sa sobrang pagdedepensa sa sarili ko.

"Patricia Travina Vergara" the man in his forties finally meddle the conversation "That is your name. And I am Heldrix Travina, your eldest brother. And the woman beside me here is your Mother In-law" tukoy niya sa may edad na babaeng nag abot sakin ng salamin.

So siya pala ang Mommy nung Kaedan.

I glance at them once again, and felt sorry for what happened to Patricia's soul. I'd like to say I'm still blessed and thankful for having a second life, but in someone's body is ridiculous and really complicated. I hug the lil girl beside me at muling bumuhos ang mga luha saking mata.

Hindi ako iyaking tao pero iba yung emosyon na nararamdamn ko ngayon. Diyos ko po, pano ako napunta sa ganitong sitwasyon. Pano nangyari ang ganito? Ano po ba purpose niyo sa pangyayaring ito.

"You are too sweet for that tears"

Pinunasan ko ang tahimik na mga luha ng napakagandang batang babae sa harap ko. Alam ko eh. Alam ko kung bakit siya umiiyak.