"These words are knives and often leave scars, the fear of falling apart..."-This is Gospel by P!ATD
So um I kinda relapsed and I feel shitty and I really just give up. I'm such a fuck up. I honestly don't even know why I try. I have to impress people too much ,and I too insecure to speak or express myself. My anxiety has become overwhelming. My number of panic attacks, self-harm, and suicide attempts have increased. I really just wanna jump off a cliff. When I have panic attacks and I can't breathe I want it all to end right there. I'm at my weakest and most vulnerable place right now. I really need a hug or some support right now bc I don't know what to do.
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My thoughts and emotions
Non-FictionI accidentally deleted this. So I cut myself I have been 3 hours clean. I've attempted suicide so many times. Um I am really struggling right now I've been crying non stop ever since Friday and I just wanna die. I'm going to let out my ish before I...
