mcyt oneshots 2

the way I loved you; schlatt

prompt: I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

request: yes

pronouns: they/them

written in first person pov

my boyfriend is so sensible and so incredible. all my single friends are jealous of him. he always know the right things to say to make me feel better. I should feel lucky to have such a great guy, the one who'll open my door, and tell me I look beautiful tonight. 

but for some reason, I just miss you. I miss the screaming and fighting. I miss kissing in the rain. because even though, it seems toxic, it's not boring. it's like a rollercoaster rush. I love that about you. 

I tried to move on. I tried to like him. my parents love him. they love the fact that he respect my spaces and he doesn't make me wait. he call me when he says he will. in fact, he's close with my mom and talk business with my dad. they never liked you, said you was too wild for me. 

but I loved that about you.  I loved being up till two, three in the morning, and just messing around, singing along to the radio. making the neighbors mad and having to apologize to them constantly. I never knew I could feel so much and so free but I felt those with you. 

he never notice my fake smile. he doesn't notice the change in my emotions. he may be perfect on paper, but he doesn't notice anything about me. not like you did. because even though you was wild and crazy, you still cared. I wish I noticed before I broke things off. 

cause it was a mistake, letting you go, and now...

"I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. it's two am and im cursing your name. im so in love that I acted insane. and that's the way I loved you!"

schlatt stood in the doorway, his face unreadable. 

I looked down in embarrassment. if this didn't work out, im single now. 

"breaking down and coming undone? that rollercoaster kinda rush? and honestly, I never knew I could feel that much. that's the way I loved you too, y/n."

"schaltt, im sorry for ending things. I shouldn't listened to everyone else. all that matter is us, and I know that now. I still love you, and I dont think I'll ever stop loving you-"

he silenced me with a kiss. 

the way I loved you

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aHh I love this song ! 

if you didn't know, its based on the way I loved you by Taylor swift (taylor's version <3)

have a great day/night!

eat some food and drink some water if you haven't ! <3