JOHNNY LAWRENCE IMAGINES (discontinued)

LOSS CAME BUT A JOY SPROUTED

BEFORE WE START I just wanted to say thank you all if you're still reading this, even know this is only part 4. Still I appreciate you all so thank you!

Anyways enjoy like always!

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side note: Johnny and Y/n are like in their mid 20's.

JOHNNY AND Y/N was now expecting someone new, a baby. 8 months ago they found out they were pregnant and they were beyond joyous.

As any parent would be, they were scared. Mostly Johnny, but he wouldn't admit it. The due date was coming up soon and they were so, so, so happy.

As far as they new, they were having a little baby boy. They hadn't thought of a name yet, they were waiting for just the right time. They had everything they needed, diapers, a changing table, little spoons and forks, all they needed was the actual child.

So when the time came and Y/n's water broke, Johnny was ecstatic. He ran around the house screaming.

"I'M GONNA BE A FATHER! I'M GONNA BE A FATHER!" Which made Y/n laugh so hard. When he finally got everything they needed, he carried her to the car and gently placing her down into the seat.

When he got into the car he turned to her.

"Are you okay? Is it hurting?" Y/n smiled at her lover for being so caring.

"It hurts a fuck ton, but thank you for asking," She made him laugh while trying to start the car.

When they finally arrived at the hospital, the pain got worse, a lot worse. That's when Johnny started getting concerned for her, she was starting to get paler.

Pushing her into a hospital room, Johnny held her hand the whole way, still asking her if she's alright.

"The baby's coming now, we have to do the procedure now," One of the nurses said to the doctor.

"Just do it god damnit!" Y/n screamed in agonizing pain.

Then the nurses turned to Johnny, to which he slightly nodded at them. Then they got to work trying to get Y/n to push out the baby.

"Come on hunny one more, and then we will get to see our little boy!" Johnny said with encouraging words and exciting tone.

Y/n then took a deep breath and pushed as hard as she could. 

Crying.

That's all that was heard in the room.

Crying.

Then the doctors took the baby and placed him in her arms. Love is all Johnny saw in her eyes.

"Come on Johnny, come here, hold him," She said waving her arms toward herself, motioning him to come over.

When she placed him in Johnny's arms, all Johnny could look at was his new little baby boy. He looked into the little munchkin's eyes and stared, this was his boy. He knew from that moment he was going to do nothing but care for his child, no matter what.

"Let's name him Robby," Y/n said with a hoarse, quiet voice.

"I like that," Johnny said smiling, not looking up from his new child.

Then silence came, and a loud static sound surrounded the room. When Johnny looked up to see the commotion, time stopped for him.

His love was laying lifeless on her bed, looking at him with cold eyes. His eyes welled with tears, his heart shattering into a million pieces inside of his body. His mind twirling- not being able to think, nor process what's happening.

"Y/n please, no- please," He said backing up into a wall; still the child in his arms.

"Sir I need you to give me the baby, we'll take care of him," The nurse said taking the baby from his arms.

He then slid down the wall, and his mind went- blank.

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The funeral was hard for everyone, more for Johnny. All of her friends came, including Johnny's friends and Daniel.

Johnny was blankly staring at her grave, dry tear stains on his porcelain skin.

"Johnny!" Someone nudged him, finally getting him out of his horrible mindset.

"Would you like to say a few things?" The pastor said, hinting Johnny to come up.

When Johnny got to the podium, he stuttered. New tears came to his eyes.

"I loved her, more than anything," He took a pause, and in that moment of silence he realized something. He would do anything for Y/n, and in order to do that he had to be the greatest father  he could be for Robby.

"Hopefully she's up there, looking down on us. If she's listening I want you to know that I'm going to be the greatest father I can be, and be an even greater person for you, okay?" His voice quivering at the end.

"I'm sorry, I just- I'm sorry," He looked up and got down from the podium where Bobby and Tommy were standing.

When he got to his friends he immediately hugged them and started sobbing.

When the funeral was over the whole group came over to Johnny.

"Man if you need anything, like help with Robby, or money, please call us," Bobby said with a sad smile.

"Thank you all for coming, it would've meant a lot to her," He said turning his head to her grave again, smiling sadly.

Bobby and Tommy then exchanged a few sad looks, sympathetic looks on their faces. "I'm so sorry man, I wish there was something we could do for you," The boys agreed together.

Johnny went home with a feeling of determination, and sadness. He missed her, so much, but he needed to be strong for Robby.

When he got home, his mother was sitting on the couch.

"Robby's sleeping, they called me and brought him home today.

"Thank you for watching him," He said before his mother hugged him tightly.

That's when he started sobbing, harder than ever before.

"I miss her mom," He said with a quivering voice.

"I know hunny, I do too. But she's in a better place now, and always know she'll love you for eternity,"

"eternity?" He asked pulling back and looking at his mother.

"For eternity,"

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Thank you all for reading! I had so much empathy for this imagine, and hopefully you all liked it as much as I did.

Anyways have a good day and be kind!

xo- Author