Wild heart, Sweet soul ( complete & not edited)

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Since Happy became my babies adopted dad they've been much more happier than I could ever imagine. I mean they were happy before he came into our lives but I know them having a father figure for once really made them happier.

The other day they asked Happy if he'd move in with us since he's their dad and dating me. 

I told him when he wanted my say in the matter that I had no issue at all with him living with us. 

So about two months now Happy's been living with us. he and I have of course been very sexually intimate. though we are cautious when the kids are home in case they want to come & sleep with us. or something happens to them like a nightmare or they get hurt.

Happy's been a very hands on adopted dad to Holly and Zac which had made me love him so much more.

He knows that our kids cant see him bloodied or having that killer look in his eyes where he is either about to kill for the club or has and came to clean up afterward. he knows that it's something kids their ages shouldn't see and be scared.

So he uses the little guest house that we have. to clean up and everything else's he needs to do before coming into the house.

He's told me that he rather slaughter a whole bunch of bad people before he ever breaks their hearts or mine. 

I told him that I'm more concerned with them since they've taken to him so well than I am about me.

I told him that I love him and I'd never do anything for or to him making him think I regret my love for him. but I'm not worried too much about my heartache like I am bout them cause they are so innocent and they don't need any more heartache because a guy wants to be a dipshit and hurt them.

I told him that I'd always choose them over anything and anyone else. that if we ever have kids of our own they'd be over me just like Holly and Zac. 

He told me that he's the same way. and that is why when we talked about what he does when he suggested using the guest house. cause he doesn't want them to be frightened of him that it would kill him if holly and Zac feared him.

Now here we are after countless rounds of lovemaking. I'm laying my head on his chest and we've been talking about so many different things.

"whats going on in your mind?"  he asked

"a whole lot" I replied

"if you think I'm gonna run, you better think again," he states

I lifted up my head and looked at him.

"Happy if I thought you'd run, I'd never let Holly and Zah give you those papers. I'd tell them you weren't fit to be a dad and the whole you being their dad wouldnt ever happen" I replied

"So what are you thinking about?" he asked

"us," I said plainly.

"go on," he says

"Since you walked into my tattoo shop that day wanting your smiley faces touched up and some added things between us have been amazing. I mean you took to my kids from day one and you never knew who they were. you and I share so many things in common, love of ink being one. and the important one is our kids. you've done so much for Holly and Zac that I couldn't ever do. and there's so much that I want to thank you for and to show you how much all that you've done for them and me really truly means. but I'm not sure what to do or how to start" I tell him

"You don't have to do anything to thank me for what I did and what I do for you and the twins. you being you and staying with me is enough. I mean you've got my crow on you, you're my ol lady. to take care of my needs and you tend to me in the ways I've never known I needed. you're all I've ever wanted though never knew I needed in my life and so are Holly and Zac. you three is much more than what I deserve for the shit in my life I've been through. and you three just being there is enough for me." he states

I leaned close and kissed him before laying my head beside his.

"To them, you're a superhero, you've done so much that may seem so little but its means a whole lot to them." 

"I've fair from a superhero but to them, I'll be all that I can be and much more," he says

"that's all you can do."

 He rolled over on top of me and kissed me before he started making love to me.