My Brother's Bestfriend //l.h.// ON HOLD

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I'm not good at righting, but I hope y'all like it. Ily all.
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I'm on my room, singing along My Chemical Romance's "Teenagers". It's a busy Wednesday night because I got plenty of homeworks to do. Sucks,right? Suddenly, I heard an impatient knock on my door. Ugh. Probably my brother.

"Come in!" I shouted. He opened the door and asked politely, "Are you busy?"
"I don't know? I just got these papers all over my bed and--"
He rolled his eyes, "Just help me clean the living room. My friends are coming over.."
I simply said, "Okay." Trying my best to hide my excitement. O MY GOSH. I'M SEEING LUKE HEMMINGS. FUCK. Well, I saw him last week because he just moved in, he's from Australia by the way but today is different because he was leaving that time. Anyways, I really have a crush on him, I loved him since he and my bro met.

"Whatever you're thinking, they'll be here less than thirty minutes." Oh crap. I found myself staring at my brother. How long am I staring at him? I'm. So. Lost.

"Yeah. I'll go down. Just a sec.."
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I got the broom and started sweeping the floor.

"What're you wearing?" I turn around and see harry staring at my shorts.

"What? So, I'm not allowed to wear shorts anymore? Geez."

"No. Its just-- never mind. Just go sweep the floor." Harry. Being the protective brother he is.

"Yeah, yeah. Go fuck yourself." I really don't mind cursing my brother anyways, he's just a year older than me.

"You know what? If mum heard what you said, she'll be yelling at you."
I rolled my eyes.

I came back to my room and I glance up to the clock. Its only 8:00. Good thing. I started digging up my notes and I thought about my video blog. I haven't updated it since last month. Well, I couldn't think of anything to say. I usually post about whats-going-on-in-my-life,fashion,makeup, and scrapbooking. Sometimes when my best friend come over, we'd do video blogs together doing some daring challenges as my fans would say. Whoa. Fans.

Okay. Back to my homework. The song playing right now is "Thnks for the memories" by Fall out boy. I turn it up aloud so that I won't hear what crap they're talking about. I mean by 'they' Harry's friends.

Someone's knocking on my door again. Oh. Great.

"What?!" I shouted, I didn't mind who I was talking to.

And for the cliché moment, it is. It is Luke.

He just stared at me for the moment, and I must say those eyes were just perfect. I don't know what to do. To say. To react.

"Uh, sorry?" I said
He just stared at me again. I'm. Melting. Right. Now. Omygosh.

"I was just asking... We are going to eat outside. Wanna come?" He said as he smiles. Fuck. I can feel my face burning up. No. No. Stop Emily. Ugh.

"A-A-Are you okay?" he asked curiously looking through my cheeks.
"I guess... Its just allergies.."
"Oh. Okay? So, you wanna come?"
"Uh. No. I'm still full. Okay. Bye." I slammed the door at him.

I don't even know why. I FREAKING TALKED TO LUKE. I HUMILIATED MYSELF IN FRONT OF HIM. I'm feeling embarrass and happy at the same time. Ugh. AAAHHHH. I'm so awkward aaaahhhhhh.

I decided not to do my homework and just do a video blog about what happened few minutes ago. Nice.