I have this kind of mask that makes me happy but the happiness won't last because I'm not really okay.
A mask that hides my true self and hides how I feel . A mask that makes me feel great but also makes me feel fake!.
I wear this mask to show everyone that I can do what should be done . I wear this mask to make everyone see the efforts I've made to be seen.
Everytime I try to tell someone about this but they ignore the time I needed , someone comfort with unjust .
I this wearing this mask makes me feel truthfully happy but the emotions I'm feeling doesn't seem to make me feel on top.
This stage of my life made me desperate.
I'm desperate to feel the true happiness. Well, maybe thats the reason I'm wearing this mask
But to be honest I wanna rest
I'm not Happy and I'm damn sure that I'm not okay
When I'm alone thats the only time I can take off this mask , When I'm alone my tears won't bug off .
Since one day I made sure to tell everyone that I'm fine that I'm okay
Since the day I was born I've been wearing this mask and-
By the way this mask is my mask of happiness
