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7. What is Love?

Note: I will be switching from Y/N POV to 3rd POV at times so bear with me!

Later that day, I got out of work I was beat, "I need the hottest bath without a sound just peace and quiet. I started running my bath when I heard a buzz from my phone, looking at it I saw it was from Madara.

"Be there in 30."

Shit. I forgot he was gonna come over and bring dinner and watch a movie with me. I quickly undressed and relaxed in the water, it felt nice to just let all my muscles relax, the tingling burn of heat on my skin, I was lost in thought, closing my eyes letting my mind drift off to whatever reality I was creating with him in it.

As y/n lost track of time being in the bath. Madara had arrived 10 minutes earlier, he was always early to everything that had to include to her. He was knocking on the door, y/n couldn't hear the knocks apparently she was in a light slumber while being in the bath. He lifted the mat on the front door and grabbed the spare key she always left out in case she forgot or lost it. He opened the door gently calling her name, "Y/n" , no answer he walked around trying to find her. Then finally he checked the bathroom door opening it, "Y/n", he widened his eyes on what he had just saw.

Y/n was startled and let out a low yelp, "Madara?!", he quickly shut the door and apologized, him being on the other side of the door. "Sorry I didn't mean to invade you just weren't answering your door I got worried."

She was so embarrassed he had literally just saw her naked, she was always insecure about her body in the past, but she was always overcoming it now. "It's okay I'll be out in a moment."

He was blushing deeply and felt an erection growing in his pants after what he had just saw. If it were up to him he would love to see her become his with his touch, but he would never force her into it, he just wants it to come naturally and mutually.

Walking away he sat down on the couch, trying to find a movie to rid his lustful thoughts consuming his mind.
Then he heard the bathroom door open,
"Hi", she said in an awkward tone with an embarrassed expression.
"I brought food it's on the counter if you want some", he replied.

"Thank you..... sooooo... what movie are we gonna watch...?" She said it so awkwardly, at this point she wanted to drop dead.

"You wanna pick?", smiling at her and pointing the remote towards her. "Okay sure", taking the remote from his hand she saw the perfect movie, "I love a good action movie."

"It's whatever you want sweetheart."

He couldn't help but stare at her for moments she was wearing tight shorts and a long sleeve pijama shirt, looking at her legs bare all the way to her upper thighs. He could see her cleavage poke out from her shirt. It was NOT helping at all, he was literally praying to contain himself.

Madara POV

As she was leaning forward on the couch putting on the movie, "I'm going to put the food in the microwave and we can eat it when we get hungry."
She came to sit next to me on the couch and grabbed a blanket, "You want some blanket?", she was so adorable, I told her yes I kind of wanted to use it as my advantage to get a but closer to her.

As the movie was playing I couldn't help but think about her leg rubbing against mine right now. During that time a sex scene was coming up and it was pretty detailed considering the genre.
I looked over to y/n to see her paying attention and slightly blushing, I really wonder what she's thinking about to be that flustered.
Honestly I couldn't help but laugh a bit at the scene because of the fake moans and exaggerated sex.
She looked over towards me raising her brow, smiling, "What's so funny?"

"Nothing don't worry about it."

She rolled her eyes at my response and returned her full attention to the screen.

Y/N POV

As I was watching the movie, I thought about how would it feel to be loved and feel pleasure without force. As a lot of thoughts ran into my mind, I remembered there was a whole man sitting next to me, LAUGHING!

I asked him what was so amusing about it and of course his typical dry response.

Letting lustful desires take over me, I thought about what if Madara did those things to me?
I was getting a little to hot.
Not from the scene but from thinking about him touching me, every single inch of my body.

Pleasure.

Desire.

Lust.

Love?

Can you really feel all that from sex?

I'm not a virgin but my only sexual experiences were rape and non consensual.

So I've never really got to feel those emotions with a man.

I excuse myself to the restroom. Closing the door, I turn on the cold water faucet on. The last thing I need to do is get all hot and horny next to Madara. I went back to the couch to finish up the movie with him, and of course here comes a scene where the main character saves the woman he loves and confesses to her.

Madara looked at me and I instinctively looked at him back, lips pressed onto mine. He pulled back, "I'm so sorry I don't know why I did that but I just wanted to say you are the most amazing woman I have met, I also enjoy your company."

I was left dumbfounded by the sudden confession, but I didn't oppose to it I rather loved every word he said. "It's okay actually I love it when we spend time together and enjoy each other's company. I pressed my lips on his, slowly and gently introducing his tongue with mine.

He placed his hand gently on my cheek, caressing it as the make out session was slowly building up the pressure.

I don't know what got into me but I slowly started crawling into his lap while our tongues danced with each other. I felt his body heat radiating onto mine, it felt good.

He placed his other hand on my lower back, he pulled away, "Are you sure you wanna do this sweetheart? After you say the word I'm not gonna be able to hold myself back."

I can't go back from this, I want to feel. Feel him. Feel something. Is it love I want to feel. What is love?

Could we eventually love each other?

Maybe that's a question for another day but right now things were about to change.

"Yes, I want you."

I did it. I want to enjoy this moment even if it's temporary.