My hate and Love is only for you.

Chap:25

Aradhana's P.o.v

I am rolling from one side to another side of my bed from last 1 hour. I tried to sleep but I can't. My mind has stuck in my husband who have gone out, don't know where? with his Ex-girlfriend. He didn't even called me to ask whether I took my dinner or not? And when I tried to call him he isn't picking up my calls. Great! Such a irresponsible husband.

I got up and went near the balcony of our room for some fresh air. I open the window,stand and took a long breath. As I exhale the breath I saw Ajey's car in the parking,which means he is here,he came back...but when? And where is he? Abtak toh aajana chaiyetha.

I closed the window and went downstairs. I don't know why and how my feets automatically took me near Sam's room. I palms became sweaty and heart started pumping faster. I pushed all the negative thoughts out from my head and slowly pushed the door and it opens,it wasn't locked.

I inhale and peeped inside and guess what I saw!? I saw Ajey and Sam together,Sam's head on his chest and Ajey's hand wrapping around her plus he is Caressing her hair. Pool of tears formed on my eyes. I pinched myself to get to know is the thing I am seeing is real or I am hallucinating? Then I heard this. "I love you too Sam!" Ajey said and kissed her hair. And this is when my heart ache. The pain is like someone have stab my heart very mercilessly. I covered my mouth in order to control my snobs. I took a few steps back,my watery eyes not leaving Ajey's face,he seems so peaceful,so happy with her. Is she really his happiness? Am I mean nothing to him?

Suddenly an urge of puking came and I run towards my room and throw up everything I have inside. I can't digest the fact that I am not that women he wants in his life. My tears are coming down from my eyes uncontrollably and instead of wiping it I allow myself to cry because it's only the thing I can do right now. I have many questions in my head and heart but to answer it I need my husband who is not here so it's better to cry and make a heart and little lighter.

After crying and questioning myself I got up. It's 3 AM and I took a cold shower. Crying for nonstop 1 hour made my heart lighter and to make my body light I am going to take a 1 hour long shower. After showering I felt myself fresh. I dressed up and pack my stuffs,I am going to leave this house right now. I know I am acting like a coward but trust me I am not the one. I am going to stay away for sometimes because I really need a break from all this shit happening around me. I will go away from here,think for a better solution of this problem and will come back again. I know I can go and question both of them now but I don't want to do that. They both were lovers or still are I don't know but one thing I know is that they both had a tuff past.
Sam had stuck in that hell and Ajey spend many years searching for her. They both need sometimes to get out from everything and decide something for their future. Yes,They have to decide because it's not about them only it's about me also and both the families. So I am giving them time and will come back when I think It's time.

I look one last time to the house and closed the door behind.

"Where Mam?" The driver asked.

"Home" I said and closed my eyes.

Stay tuned for next part!!