Bash, darling, love.
It's been a year since you've been gone.
And it was such a rough year, but I found a way to coupe without you're love and your protection.
I lived. And I'm so proud of myself.
And as I write this as I stand in front of your tombstone, the sun sets over the trees and I feel so lucky.
Not because I'm alive, but because I knew you. I'm so grateful for that.
You brought the good out of me, and the bad and helped me deAl with that.
You were there for me at every moment of my life, even in death.
You left me, to deal with all this pain; yet I grew from it. I was taught so much. So I also thank you for that.
You were my first love, and a first love never goes away.
so I shall care you with me for the rest of my life my love.
Even when I meet another man who loves me almost as much as you did. When I get married Or when I name my first born son after you. You'll be there even when I'm 90 years old and I take my last breath.
It'll be you.
And I'll wait till the day I'm with you once more.
I'll leave this letter and all the rest in a box and your tombstone. I know you've already read all my letters over my shoulder. Cause I swear I've felt your presence a few time.
But I'll still leave it here so that someone else might fall across it and read about our tragic love story that ended in your death, and then read in about a fight for light.
And it might even lead them to fight for their own light. I hope that's how it works.
Now this our last goodbye in letter my dear Sebastian.
I'll see you soon love.
I love you bash.
Your Ana, forever and always.
