"I-i think I like you veronica... you know since the day i saw you at the gym"
my attention shifted when someone suddenly approach me while holding a banquet of flowers and a box of chocolate. I'm shocked with his boldness and sudden attitude. I didn't expect this to happen he was standing in front of me confessing his whole heart. it's giving me the expression of "how come are you going to take risk" and it makes me think of something unusual. i can see from here the nervousness in him, his head down, so as his hands shaking.
He was the new member in the team, a basketball player for boys. and I'm Also part of it thus, they don't allow me to play in real games like intrams or competitions. Basketball is not really my thing though it happens to be my hobby.
"W-when i f-first saw you i-it's like love at first s-sight. I a-always stare at you f-from afar"
his sweat dripping down to his collar. His sleeves are full of dirt. He even can't pronounce his words properly.
Pathetic.
saying the word behind my head thinking why this person is making himself get humiliated. how come a person can stoop so low for someone—for someone like me? it's shameful and silly.
I've always been in this kind of situation since then and I don't like it. I don't want people to give their feelings and heart with no love in return. it's always been ended up with a hash response that i gave.
What a pitiful thing.
He's wearing the usual uniform that all the men who wears in this school. His face is so red, his hair is so messy, i feel the shame, I really don't like this.
"I'm sorry but i'm not interested with you" Straight forwardly said to him with no emotions in my eyes then left him.
I'm aware that i'm being rude right now but this is the only way that i can make to avoid or should i say reject them. I really need to do this, i don't want him to expect something in return. It's so clear right now, i don't have feelings for him, i can't resiprocate his affection.
After leaving him i go straight to my class. Second building, third floor, 8th room. It's already 10 am and i know he's always been early for his class that's why i go get to class early than the estimated schedule
but this time he's to early.
"Ow Veronica! you're too early, our class starts at 11:00" he greated me with a smile.
He's sitting in front of the classroom doing some paperwork.
As usual he looks so fine and handsome.
"You're early too brother.... I mean sir Dennise" i smile at him.
"Nah, it's okay to call me brother. We're not starting yet and nobody is around though"
I can't stop staring at him. His brown eyes, thick eyelashes, his pale skin, his not so sharp nose and his whole personality. it's unrealistic he's like an art in a museum. It's so abstract yet so pleasing to the eyes.
To my eyes...
I entered the room and seat near the window in the third row of the chairs, he continue his paper works in front, seating on his chair.
He looks so very busy maybe that's the reason why he's so early.
I'm so inlove with this man.
This is the only reason why i rejected the guy before.
This is the reason why until now i'm still stuck between him being my brother and the feelings i've for a long time.
this sick love of mine.
