Love, and its Costs

"Starting Over"

Blaine is at the bar again. He takes a sip of his drink, and stumbles into the bathroom. He splashes his face with some cold water, and states at himself through the mirror. He hears the door open. And he sees a drunk Kurt walk in.
Kurt closes the bathroom door, and locks it. He walks to Blaine and faces him towards him. He wipes his face, and kisses him. Blaine was surprised at this reaction, but he kissed back. Running his hands through Kurt's hair. When they pull away. They both look breathless and Kurt's eyes twinkle as they look straight into Blaine's eyes. Kurt giggles a little and laughs.

"What?" Blaine asks.

"You're cute." Kurt flirts.

"You're just drunk."

"What!? No I'm not." Kurt says almost half asleep.

"Come on. I'll take you home."

Blaine holds Kurt in his arms and slowly walks him to the door and unlocks it. He makes his way to his car and puts him in the back seat.

"Ooo. Home." Kurt giggles.

Blaine chuckles lightly. "Yeah. But I'm just gonna put you to bed."

Blaine closes the door and goes to the driver's seat. Blaine wasn't that drunk. He had a beer or two, so he's alright.

"Bed." Kurt giggles.

"Yeah. Bed. As in time to rest." Blaine drives him home. When he pulls up at the parking lot of Kurt's building, he holds Kurt in his arms again. He goes to the elevator. Blaine remembers the floor. When the enter Kurt's apartment, Kurt finally walks by himself. Closing the door. And pulling Blaine to his room. He pushed Blaine down on the bed, and goes on top of him slowly, and kisses him. Smooth, and passionately.

Blaine gets into it. He runs his hands through Kurt's hair. He uses his tongue a few seconds later. Wait. What am I doing? Kurt's drunk, and if we have sex tonight he's gonna hate me tomorrow morning! No. I'll just say that it was his fault. Cause well it is. No! Blaine. He its drink. Don't take advantage of this. Ugh. Damnit.

Blaine pushes Kurt of off him, and stands up from the bed. Kurt turns to him.

"What the hell?" Kurt says pissed.

"You're drunk."

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are. You are only doing this because you are drunk. And I don't want the 'mistake' to happen again." Blaine explains.

"It wasn't a mistake. In fact. It was quite pleasing" Kurt informs him.

"Still. I can't do it again"

"Oh come on baby. I know you want to." Kurt walk to him. He kisses Blaine cheek, and slowly to his lips. Kissing him softly again. Blaine shakes his head and pulls away.

"No" he says sternly.

"Come on baby. We can-"

"Baby? What the hell is wrong with you Kurt. I am confused. For the past two days you become a complete bitch. And now you're are all over me." Blaine screams.

"Yeah well for the past two days you've been seducing me!" Kurt screams back. Blaine lets go of his fists and runs his hand through his hair, letting out an angered sigh.

"I have to go."he says softer. Blaine leaves. And goes home himself.
***
The next day. Kurt wakes up with a little head ache, he rubs his eyes. Kurt was drunk last night, but this time, he remembered every thing from last night. Great. Now he probably hates me. What was I thinking. He grabs his phone from his pocket and calls Blaine.

"What." An annoyed voice came on.

"Can we talk?" Kurt asks.

"Well that's what I've been wanting to do for the past few days." Blaine responds.

"Look. I know that I screwed things up. And I'm really sorry about last night. I was drunk."

"Yeah. I know."

"Can we meet up at the park?"

"Fine."

"In five minutes?"

Blaine hangs up the phone. Leaving Kurt still on the line. He hangs up and let's out a sigh. I'm the worst person ever. He was still in his clothes from last night. Do he just brushed his, washed his face, and brushed his teeth. He takes the taxi to the park.

When he gets there. He didn't see Blaine. He probably didn't come cause I'm too much of a bitch. He sits down at the park bench.

"What is it?" He hears a familiar voice speak. Blaine walks up to him, and sits on the other side of three bench. "What do we need to talk about?"

"This. What this is." Kurt responds.

"Yeah well by how the past days have been. I really don't know what this is." Blaine puts his hands in his jacket pockets.

"Okay. How bout this. We forget about what happened this past week. Everything."

"Everything?" Blaine asks.

"Yeah. Last night, and you know..."

"Yeah....."

"So?"

Blaine takes a deep breath. He takes his hand out from his pocket and holds it out. "Hi. I'm Blaine." He says with a half smile.

Kurt laughs. And he plays along. He shakes his hand. "Kurt." They let go. "Where do I know you from?" Kurt says standing up. Blaine follows, and they walk.

"Um. High School."

"Explain?"

"Glee Club?"

Kurt laughs again. "Yeah! Blaine Anderson! The one with the bowties." Blaine laughs.

"Yeah. I still wear them today! Just not right now."

They walk some more, and they both just smile. Yes this is kind of dorky. But I just want a fresh start. Kurt thinks to himself.

"So..... any life changes that I don't know about?"

"I'm married." Blaine starts to look sad again. But cheers himself up. Trying to not let Kurt see his reaction.

"How long?"

"About 5 years."

"Anyone I know?" Blaine asks. Like he doesn't know the answer to that.

"Sean? Sean Simmons."

"Yeah. Thats right." Blaine fades off. "Well um. I got somewhere to be. I'll see you around, Kurt Hummel."

"Yeah. See you around." Blaine walks away, and Kurt watches him fade away.