Love, and its Costs

Day After that Awkward Day

Kurt wakes up, alone in his bed. It was the afternoon, and he slept in. His husband called yesterday saying that he has to stay there another week. Sean didnt say anything else, than that, and some "I love you(s)" Kurt yawned, and stretched, and just stayed laying there in his bed. His phone vibrates, and it was a text from Blaine. A few more vibrates, and Kurt threw his phone against the wall. He had a protective case, so it didnt crack, or break or anything. His face turned red, then he started to feel bad, and guilty.

How am I supposed to tell my husband that   I got drunk and had sex with an old friend from high school?! Ugh. I'm so stupid. Well. Kurt. It was actually pretty good. I mean. It was better than what Sean and I would have. I mean.Yeah. I probably am a  bit rusty.... And..... Kurt! Stop it! It's all Blaine's fault. He kissed you. And the sex ment nothing. It was just a fling. Yeah. But the fling felt so right, and well, good. I mean the heavy breathing, sweat, and the smell of eachothers' wet, slick skin. And Blaine's kisses.... Sean's are still better..... No but Blaine could kiss at that special spot on my neck. When his lips reach that spot, i practically tremble infront of him, and everything gets hot, hot fast. And his abs. The soft, toned, abs. And his smile..... KURT! Stop! Its happening again!

Kurt fought with himself like that for a few more minutes, and finally got up. Picking up his phone. And checking the texts from Blaine.

Blaine: Hey.

Blaine:Have you thought about it?

How pathetic, and needy can this guy get?

Blaine:We should talk.

Blaine: KURT ANSWER!!!

Blaine: Respond.

Blaine: Just call me then..... When u stop ignoring me.

Kurt stared at that text for a few moments. And shook his head. No. I'm not gonna call him. No.

He got ready, and decided just to walk. Probably to the restaurant or something.

He walks by the coffee house, and he sees Blaine there,  looking down at his phone.  Kurt quickly alerts himself,  and hides behind the corner of the building across the street. Luckily Blaine  didn't see him. Looked once more.  Making sure that he didn't see him.  And walls the other way. A few minutes  later he passes by a hotdog cart,  and buys a hotdog.  He's hungry,  and he didn't really seem like looking for another  place to eat. 

Kurt doesn't  like to buy the really stuffed hotdog.  He asked for a plain,  and some ketchup. He gave the vendor the money,  and sat at a park bench near by.  When he took a bite  of the hotdog,  he noticed that he wasn't  wearing his wedding  ring.  Crap.  He swore to himself.  He finished his hotdog.  And just sat there.  Hearing the sounds of the city.

An hour later, its gets dark, and chilly. Kurt was on the bench, just thinking. Thinking about Sean and Blaine, and the mistake. Heads home, and goes straight to bed.