Camilo Madrigal x Reader (Oneshots)

•Losing himself•

i really need to start writing these during the day and not before i'm going to sleep on a school night 🤨.
schools stressing me out sm especially the girls i'm so fed up with them 😩
This was a suggestion but i can't remember who from so whoever you are, thank you.

Camilo's POV:

Today wasn't a good day at all. I just didn't feel like me. I have days like this, a lot. Having shape shifting as a gift can sometimes feel more like a curse, I still feel as though I don't know who I am.

I wiped a tear away from my eye, walking over to the mirror. I stared into it, watching my reflection intently. I let out a small sob, more tears streaming down my cheeks.

I wanted y/n but I didn't want to leave my room, or the house for that matter.. until I had an idea.

"Dolores, can you ask y/n to come over?" I spoke softly but I was sure she heard me.

Dolores POV:

I was speaking to Antonio when I heard Camilo say my name.

"Dolores, can you ask y/n to come over?"

I stood up and waved Antonio goodbye, walking down the stairs towards the door.

Y/n's POV:

I was walking through town, taking in the gorgeous day.

I turned round to be greeted by Dolores right in front of me.

"Woah! You can't go round scaring people like that!"

She smiled and laughed.

"Sorry, y/n. Camilo wants you to come over though  He didn't sound okay, just to let you know."

I nodded slowly, beginning to walk towards Casita.

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I made my way up the stairs, knocking on his door twice.

"Who is it?"

"It's just me, love."

I heard him shuffle to the door and open it. He flung himself forward, laying his head on my chest as he sobbed into it.

"Cami? Come on, come over here.."

I guided him over to his bed and sat him down, standing in front of him.

He held both his arms out, his face was teary and red. I sat down next to him, letting him fall into my arms.

"What's wrong, mi amor?"

I wiped some of his tears away, tracing my thumb across his freckles.

"I- just don't feel like i.. I feel like I don't know who I am, but that all changes when you walk in the room and I don't know anymore!"

I moved further onto the bed, pulling him closer to me.

"chico dulce, I can't imagine how hard it must be for you, i'm sorry you feel like this."

I brought his face up to mine, pressing kisses along his cheeks. He smiled weakly, pulling me over to lay down.

I layed down, bringing him up to lie on my chest.

"How long have you been feeling like this, amor?"

He let out a sigh as I stroked his hair.

"a long time.."

I looked down at him sympathetically.

"You are Camilo Madrigal, my amazing boyfriend and best friend. You couldn't be a more amazing loving person if you tried Cami, you're so unique and wonderful in every way you could possibly be. I know sometimes you feel as though your forgetting who you truly are but i'll always be here to help remind you."

He sat up and looked at me, tears in his green eyes.

"What would I do without you?" He spoke in a whisper.

He kissed me softly multiple times, saying things in between like;

"Te amo"

"Mi amor"

"I love you so much."

We spent the rest of the afternoon cuddled up in bed, talking about our feelings and comforting eachother. I hate seeing him like this but seeing him happier after is the best reward I could ever ask for.

love u

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