The boy Across the Hall

red lace

i stand there for a minute then sink my shoulders down almost turning around but i'm stopped. the door opens a smidge, "Lexie what the fuck" he says as he swings it all the way open. he's only wearing plaid pajama pants, his abs defined by the bright hallway light lighting his dark room. i tighten my lips and just push past him into his room.

"Lexie what the-" he starts. "shut up and just listen to me" i say turning to face him. he shuts the door and leans against it. "what goes through your head, you flirt with me then we make out, and now you don't want anything to do with me?" i say talking with my hands. "Lexi" he says, "i'm not done" i interrupt.

"like you are all i think about, you and your stupid abs, and i can't do anything about it because you want nothing to do with me." i say as he leans off of the door. "and don't even get me started about you smoking, like you think that makes you cool, huh?" i watch as he walks towards me, i back up slightly.

"and your stupid name, who names their kid Roman like shut up-"  he steps even closer to me, closing the space between me and the wall. "stop trying to do whatever you're doing, it's making me distracted" i say watching as he steps even closer to me. his face inches from mine. "just tell me what you want, because right now you're making me confused" i say.

i leaned against the wall looking up at him who's body is only inches away. "i want you" he says.

he reaches his hand to my face and pulls my jaw to his. his lips brush against mine, my tongue pushes through quickly. the taste of mint and slight cigarette burns my throat, something i've been craving. his other hand goes to my back which arches into him. i put one hand around his neck and the other running through his hair.

his hand leaves my jaw and goes to my ass, he picks me up, i wrap my legs around his bare waist. he takes me to the bed where he leaves my lips to place my on the sheets. he climbs over me and kisses me again. his legs in between mine, his arm now supporting him, the other on my jaw. my tongue traces his, as he pushes against my nike shorts.

my hands leave from around his neck to pull my shirt up. he leave my lips and leans up slightly to help. he pulls it over my head exposing my black bra with red lace around the edges. he leans back in to kiss me as i try to push his pants down. he pushes them down with his hands and kicks them off of the bed.

he leaves my lips again to trace down my body with his lips. i push my self closer to the top of the bed so he could have room for his tall body. he stops at the edge of my shorts and traces my inner thighs with his finger. he pulls my shorts off then goes back to my black underwear. he kisses around the brim of the lace and uses his finger to play with the lace in between my thighs.

i lean against the head bored and watch as his puts his fingers around my underwear. he pulls them down as he kisses my lower stomach. he traces down again until he gets in between my legs. he pushes on of my legs over his shoulder and grips the other.

i'm not a virgin but this man makes me feel like one. i feel bolts of pleasure grow over my body and he does, whatever the fuck he's doing to me. i lean my head back and grip the sheets around me. he looks up at me and watches as i lean my head back up.

when i go to lean my head back again and moan, he leaves from i between my thighs and comes back to my face. he kisses me as he pulls off his boxers. "condom" i say pulling from his lips. he reaches his arm over me and into the draw in the bedside table. a flash of gold goes by and i see the letters " XXL" fly by. oh shit.

he slides it on himself as he kisses me again. after a few more seconds of kissing, he pulls from me again to look down, i follow his eyes. "holy shit" i say under my breath. i've had many, many experiences but i've never been scared of sex, until now.

i will him pushing through and he comes back up to kiss me. he only goes in like 5 inches at first. he starts slow and pushes back and forth gently. my body is used to this, pleasure shoots through me again.

when i moan again he pushes more into me, maybe an inch. my body adjusts easily and i kiss him harder. his pace is slightly faster, making me moan even more. again he pushes more into me, two more inches. the pleasure stops and my body is in pain, but i continue to kiss him. the pain even makes me kiss him more. he speeds up and it hurts even more, i try to keep myself under control but a whine leaves my lips. "i know" he says in between kisses.

he pushes in and out, i soon feels pleasure from adjusting from him. i lean my head back and he kisses my neck, he speeds up. i dig my nails into his back and moan. he kisses me on the mouth again but i fail to kiss back, he smiles against my lips. i lean my head back again and dig into his back my legs shake against his body and i can feel him smile against my neck.

he slows down but goes harder, he grabs the headboard of the bed. i watch as he leans his head up and closes his eyes. he slows to a stop, lets out a breath, then looks back down at me, and smiles.

he lets go of the headboard and pulls out of me. he slips off of the bed and gets rid of the condom, then pulls his boxers back on. i lean up and sit on the bed on my knees watching him. i lean over the edge and grab my underwear and slide them back on, then go back to sitting on my knees.

he walks towards the bed and wraps his fingers in my hair and kisses me. he climbs back onto the bed kissing me pushing me down again. he climbs over me to lay beside me. we kiss as we lay sideways facing eachother.

he leaves my lips and i open my eyes. he twins his fingers through my hair and looks at me. we stare at eachother for a moment, breathing in each others breath.

"you..." he starts but doesn't finish, "me?" i ask. "you, you are all i want" he says his face not changing. i can feel my face go warm, i pull him to me and kiss him.

he is all i want, but how can i make him mine.