Few words can change my world

2. Reality or Nightmares

Tw: There definitely WILL be some swearing, homophobic people and thoughts at least in the first part (Dream POV), and also slight anxiety (just some thoughts and such). I think that's it?

Still angst

ART IS NOT MINE

Sorry for the delay with this, had some things in life that had to be taken care of but I'm back! I have more time now so I will try to post more :]

Enjoy~

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Dream POV

All I saw was darkness. Nothing but black color surrounded me. It was so silent that I could basically hear my own thoughts. It felt like an eternity, just standing in the middle of nowhere. How did I get here? As I was looking for an answer I could see a slight movement in the corner of my eye. I turned to face it. And there I saw familiar faces. They were standing there, well-known to me people I talked to almost every day, just a few meters away. They just appeared out of thin air but that was the last thing on my mind. I felt so relieved to see familiar faces, which were looking in the unknown for me direction. It was dark, so I assumed they didn't see me. I screamed happily for them to notice me.

Nothing.

No sound left my mouth.

Then, I tried to walk, to move. Still nothing. I started panicking and still tried to scream, although I knew it was no use.

Just then it seemed like they heard me. All looked in my direction. I could feel a smile reappear on my face, pushing away all bad thoughts. After long silent minutes, they started walking in my direction and stopped right in front of me. I was happy, relieved. Maybe they knew what was going on, where were we. My gaze lingered on Sapnap, who stood just a meter away from me. But then in a matter of seconds, I only registered swift movement and sharp pain on my cheek.

A slap.

A particularly hard one.

From my very own best friend.

I looked in his eyes, to get the explanation for this slap, expecting to see his well-known for me playful grin and joy in eyes or anything similar to it. Far from it. I saw nothing but hatred, disappointment.

Disgust.

I scanned the faces of people behind him. Same emotions were clearly visible on their faces, few of them shaking their heads in disappointment rest just staring at me in pure disgust.

I looked back at Sapnap, a questioning look still on my face. What was happening?

"Disgusting faggot" were the last words he said and everything disappeared.

I looked around, feeling tears forming in my eyes, threatening to spill. I didn't understand anything, why were they acting so... cold?

After what felt like hours but in reality probably been just a minute or two, I could spot another person standing right in front of me.

George.

But unlike last time, he was staring directly at me. I swear I felt his eyes burning into my soul. I stayed still, a puzzled look on my face slowly turning into a soft smile at the sight of one of the most important people for me. But something was... off.

"You ruined everything. You always do." That was the first thing the brunet said.

The surprised look came back on my face. What the hell was happening here and what was George talking about.