patience is key

ch. 7

i woke up by myself on my own bed, i hazily sat up and looked around to see if he was there with me but he wasn't. damn it, did i ruin our date? i sat there for a few moments to let my mind breathe a little and so that my eyes could clear. i shivered, my room was really cold. i held my arms for warmth and got up slowly, where's the ac thermometer at? i looked for it but couldnt find it anywhere in my room so i silently checked the living room. no luck
"morning, how'd you sleep?" a familiar voice asked
i turned to see who it was and blushed, it was jaxon.
"i-u- mm i sl-slept okay.." im so pathetic. "w-what ab-about you?" i stammered, digging my nails into on of my arms in embarrassment.
"mm couldn't sleep" he replied while finishing up breakfast "hungry?"
i nodded, sitting at the table quietly
"u-um mm do-do you know w-where the.. the um.." i struggled, why cant i talk normally. i burned red with humiliation and looked down before he could notice. "nev-n nevermind..." i whispered, my nails digging deeper into my arm.
he walked toward me and lifted my chin up with his forefinger and looked me in the eyes, silent for a moment and then finally understanding. "the ac?"
i nodded, a little startled that he knew what i meant. nobody but my brother could understand my stutters so i felt heard.
"its broken so it'll be cold for a while" he fixed my hair with the same hand and then massaged my head a little. "do i make you anxious?" he asked, his face was really hard to read
i shook my head immediately and eagerly, "i-im mm always-always like th-this.." i stuttered, trying my best to reassure him. he kneeled so that we were eye level without breaking eye contact. his grey eyes brimmed with determination. he was so close, it made me nervous and made my cheeks and nose burn red. he held my hands to prevent me from harming myself and kissed my cheek gently. "don't hurt yourself over something you can't control" he glanced over at my flushed face "may i?"
o em gee, i nodded eagerly.. wanting him to touch me more. he kissed down my neck gently, leaving a trail of soft marks.
"your beautiful body doesn't deserved to be scarred" he kissed my neck's soft spot, making me shift in ecstasy and pleasure. "and you don't deserve to be in pain" he whispered against my skin. i was a mess, my crotch was throbbing and my whole body felt warm and frail. i cooed and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. does this mean we're together? he glanced at me and then looked at my lips, he grabbed my neck gently and kissed me lovingly. i could feel my heartbeat, and i felt like i was melting. i wanted all of him, and i wanted to give him everything i got. i added a little tongue, shy but subtle. he pulled me closer by the waist, deepening the kiss.. wanting more😏. we were interrupted by one of jaxon's best friends who let himself in without a word. i flinched a little and looked at him, jaxon noticed and glanced up as well, staring at him. his friend has long messy silver hair that always fell over his dark blue eyes. he had an eyebrow piercing, a septum and a whole bunch of ear piercings. he was wearing a black and dark grey striped sweater with black pants to match. he had on alot of jewelry, rings, necklaces, and pant chains. his fits were always alternative but nice. he was even more intimidating then jaxon.. he works at the same cafe i work at but we've never talked to eachother.. i dont even know his name. his face was impossible to read since his eyes were nearly always covered by his beautiful hair so he scared me, i always avoided him because of this.
"my bad" his friend said with a deep but attractive voice while smoking a cigarette. "didnt think you'd be having sex at the dinner table" he said, walking towards the kitchen "....with your roommate" he added on, blowing out the smoke.
jaxon scoffed a little "boyfriend", he corrected him. "and i didnt say you could come in." he stood up, giving me a few more head pats. boyfriend? my whole body turned pink.. he likes me back? (duh)
"bummer...." his friend said while making himself a plate "i thought i was your boyfriend."
i felt the same anger from yesterday, what is this feeling and why do i feel this way so often? i wanted to say something but there's no way i could.. his friend's build and aura was so frightening. his response made jaxon chuckle "in your dreams" he teased. that suffocating and overwhelming anger i felt was jealousy, i don't want anybody else flirting with jaxon. its selfish but i couldnt help it, i wanted this gorgeous man all to myself. i nuzzled jaxons hand with my cheek, catching him offguard. this was the first time i've seen him blush and it was the cutest thing ever. his attention went from his friend to me instantly. he pulled my chair closer and kneeled down again, kissing the tip of my nose gently. "dont worry, we'll pick up right where we left off later" he whispered, smiling a little. "i want to introduce you to my friend first" he said this a little louder. "aaron?" jaxon glanced over to his friend.
his friend (aaron) turned around to look at me
"yo" he said in an enticing tone. "i'm aaron"