[f u r i a] -CAMILO madrigal x male reader story-

[~part 8~] made me realise how lonely i actually am.

"Oh Dio.. Gesù, mi dispiace davvero Milo.." (Oh god..Jesus- I am really sorry Milo..)  you whispered in a sad tone.

You knew he only understood a few sentences in Italian, along with everyone else knowing barely anything. Kinda like how you only knew so much English and Spanish. So sometimes you were speaking English, then you would forget a word and just replace it with a Spanish or Italian one.

"What? What's wrong?" He chuckled nervously looking at you desperate for an answer.

"I-I'm sorry, I don't think..I don't think I'm really into guys, Camilo.."
he stared at you, he looked a mixture of angry, upset and confused.

Was it a mistake to say that?

"Milo, I'm sorry-"  you tried to comfort him
"No, it's fine. I-I'm going." He put his hands in his pockets and speed walked back to casita.

~a month later~

I kind of gave up on mirabel. She just doesn't like me, and I don't know what I can do about it. Me and Camilo told everyone we weren't dating anymore, and now he's got a boyfriend.

we're all meeting him today, and Alexio is coming to dinner, too.

For the last couple of weeks, alexio is acting strange whenever I see him. He stares at me and always tries getting close. He's really weird, but mirabels his girlfriend, so it's okay.

now i was just getting ready for the dinner. I decided to just wear a dark red velvet vest with a white button up underneath, and some black trousers because everyone else was wearing something ridiculously fancy. You didn't feel like being the odd one out tonight.

(This but a darker red and black trousers.)

now it was dinner. I was sitting in between Camilo and mirabel, and their boyfriends on the other side of the table in front of them. They were pretty much in front me too, making it basically impossible to avoid their gaze.

they kept looking at each other and smirking. I didn't do anything, or say anything. I wasn't really happy anymore because i realised that being a Romano would ruin my life forever.

I drank my water just for something else to do than avoid looking at the two boys. Then I finally said something.

"Julieta, la crema?" I asked quietly. "Sorry, what was that?" Alexio said while smirking at me. I sighed "Julieta, can you pass le crema, please?" I said louder as she handed me the cream.
"Ooh, la crema, ay? So Your Italian im guessing?" Sergio, camilos boyfriend asked. "Uh, yeah. My papá is from Verona and my mamá is from Venice but I grew up in Verona." I said in a monotone voice.
"So, if your from Verona then what are you doing In Colombia?" Sergio asked, chuckling lightly.
"Uh, I don't know- I just live here, you know?" I said, picking at my food.

Sergio looked at alexio, smirked, and looked back at me.
"Il figlio do tuo Marco Romano, vero? Me l'ha detto Alexio. Gli assomigli." (Your Marco Romano's son, aren't you? Alexio told me. You look like him.) He said. I looked up from my plate and stared at him going slightly red.
But I just responded "Beh sì, ma... non parliamo di Marco.."(Well yeah, but..we don't talk about Marco)

"Sei un vero strambo, sai? Capisco perché a nessuna delle signore e dei signori della città non piaci, e non ti conosco nemmeno da più di dieci minuti!" (Your a real weirdo, you know? I see why the ladies and gentlemen in the town don't like you, and i haven't even known you for longer than 10 minutes!)
I actually felt a bit hurt, to be honest. But now I was getting frustrated.
"Non davanti a tutti, Sergio."(not in front of everyone, Sergio.) and all I got in response was a "hm" And everyone kept eating their food.

after dinner, everyone went to their rooms and Sergio and alexio went to mirabels and camilos to spend time with each other, and I just went to mine.

Seeing Camilo with Sergio and mirabel with Alexio made me realise actually how lonely I am, and I just broke down.
i just sat on the floor and cried.
I cried and I cried and I cried until I couldn't anymore, then I just went to sleep to stop it.

i can't keep holding on like this.

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