First for Everything

Fruit Bowl

I wake, a gentle kiss to my neck.
"Valen?" I ask gently sitting up. A bowl of fruit with her, Valen grabs the tray, placing a bottle filled with strawberries blueberries and lemons. She kisses me again.
"I'm sorry for being so pushy, I asked Zen to pick up a few things, I cut the watermelon, Jordan helped put the drink together and Rowan said that he thought you should have this. She holds a yogurt container and brings a fork. I look at what's inside, strawberry shortcake, he remembered? Jordan leans over and kisses my check.
"Eat it please," he touches my face kissing my lips softly.
"You guys need to help me eat it, come on Valen, sit," I scoot over and move the tray, pulling Valen to my side and wrapping my arm around her.
"Okay then Eliza. Jordan looks like she wants a bite," Valen crosses the tray and Jordan meets her halfway taking the berry from her mouth and eating it.
"Cute," I look at them and eat my food.
                I hold Jordan's waist while he does his makeup, and so does Valen. Jordan gets dressed into jeans and a counting crows t-shirt, my t-shirt. Cute. I smile and brush my teeth. Jordan kisses me.
"I'm going to help in the kitchen, love you," yeah it's a little soon but I've known them both for years.
"That was really nice of you this morning, you don't need to feel sorry for wanting me, it's cute, I'm just not ready. I love you so much," I pin her up against the wall kissing her softly. I smile against her skin and all too soon step away. "I have a job to do gorgeous. You're welcome to strut into my office after noon if you want some attention. Until then you can stay here or go out okay? Busy yourself and take care of Jordan," I smile bending down to kiss her forehead.
"If you need something, please get me..." she says kissing me, I nod and walk away.
Fay and I spend four hours setting up a budgeting system, until Valen walks in wearing a red dress and smiles a Fay.
"Oh my God, Eliza didn't tell me you were back!" Valen immediately hugs Fay, glaring at me. I smile laughing slightly at her.
"They probably wanted to keep in a surprise, I missed you too love," Fay smiles softly.
"Well I talked to Arbor and we're going on a lunch date together so where is Jordan?" Fay looks panicked. "I'm not dressed for a date..." Arbor opens the door and holds a bag with a red dress.
"Honey, you look amazing, stop, also I brought you this," they hold up the bag.
Fay kisses them smiling and strips, right there. They laugh surprised.
"Jesus Fay, you're hot as hell but definitely not what I expected today," Valen smiles when Fay laughs and dresses quickly.
                Valen and I find Jordan in the kitchen in a small skirt and a dress top.
"Holy shit," I smile down at her. "We have a date to go to, with some friends okay? Are you up for it?" Jordan nods and kisses me.
"Any friends of yours can be friends of mine."
                We all fit into Arbor's car, I sit with Valen and Jordan in the backseat while Arbor drives. Arbor takes us to the fancy Italian restaurant I picked out last night.
"You my beautiful wife," Arbor says to Fay while helping her out of the car, I get both doors for Jordan and Valen. Kissing Jordan and Kissing Valen. We walk inside, greeted by the hostess.
"Reservation?" The hostess smiles slightly, curled pink hair touching their waist.
"Drake," I respond smiling back before kissing Jordan's forehead. The hostess leads us back to a cut out booth, Valen  next to Jordan and Jordan to my side, Fay beside me, Arbor across.
                I smile. "What are the plans for baby names?" Arbor smiles knowingly, Fay laughs.
"Avery or Milan." I smile slightly.
"Cute," Jordan says and smiles, "Avery's my brother's name." Fay smiles brightly.
"Honestly, I can't wait until the actual naming part, and the fun that we get to go back to," Arbor says. Fay elbows him and laughs while the waiter comes up to us and smiles.
"Hey everyone, my name's Leo what would we like to drink?"
"Cheapest scotch, and do you have non-alcoholic options?" Arbor asks looking to Fay. The waiter smiles at Fay and writes down the cheapest scotch.
"We do, wine, and fruity drinks."
"Okay, a non alcoholic raspberry daiquiri for my wife, thank you," Arbor smiles at the waiter.
"A fine whiskey on ice, and a shot of vodka," I smile at Valen nod she shakes her head slightly almost laughing.
"Oh um, what do you recommend?" Jordan asks fumbling with the menu, I rub his thigh.
"I love the grasshopper it's mint and chocolate, it tastes really good if you like that," Leo responds blushing.
Jordan nods. "I'll have that. Thank you so much," Jordan smiles and Leo takes the menus.
"If you guys want any other drinks let me know and I can bring back the menus."
                Leo comes back and takes our orders, we start small talk and around two we're back home. Fay and Arbor go to their house and I sit at the bar with Valen, Jordan, Toran and Rowan. Ainsley makes a whiskey nest for me and I refuse.
"Are you doing okay?" I give a tight smile, I don't know, I have two beautiful people who love me, and I, feel like I want to never wake up. Nothing is ever enough to fill that hole, not love, not alcohol, not sex. Valen grabs my face and kisses me, she tastes like bitter candy. "I love you, I'm scared too."
"Hey Eliza," I look to Toran, "you're the reason I'm myself again," he raises his hand in Rowan's, "we all love you, we're here," Toran smiles at me. Jordan's rests her head on my shoulder squeezing my body against his.
"We should go to our room, I love you guys too," I smile hugging Rowan, partially hugging Toran.
Valen, Jordan and I head to the apartment down the hall. I tell Valen to go ahead and lie down while I talk to Jordan, I take Jordan to the other room.
"Hey sweets, Valen wants to go further than we have with you, not necessarily something from you. Just for you to be there, if you aren't ready to participate," I walk Jordan through understanding. We get back to the room to see Valen in blue lingerie, I'm not sure if she was wearing it before or not. Valen grips my hips and straddles me. Jordan laughs and kisses up my sides.
"We should have fun," Jordan says kissing me.
"Mmm. Okay. Jordan, bench," I slap Valen's ass, she smiles, but moves off of me. Jordan goes and sits on the bench, head down, hands in lap, it's cute really. Valen grabs the ropes and tosses them to me, I tie Jordan's hands so that his body is bowed, easy access. I kiss down their neck, and kneel to kiss his thighs. Kissing up her thighs, up and to her stomach, I stop there, and soon stand. Valen walks to me, I hold her wrists behind her back, and kiss her.
"Do to him what you want me to do to you, show me," I smile at Valen's look of surprise, a happy surprise.
"Jordan, this is going to be so much fun," Valen says as she grabs his poor throat.

February 9th, 2022.