This is Self Destructive

Addiction is Saccharine (on good days)

/ˈsak(ə)rən/
excessively sweet or sentimental.

You're voice is saccharine
Burn with a smooth chaser
A shot of burning vodka with a sickening viscous pink shot
That pink shot is the most addicting thing ever
No matter how many times the vodka burns my throat
That pink shot offers immediate relief.

You're words are odd
They're almost a sweet mandarin
Sweet then Sour then Sweet again

Here's the thing
I'm not in love with you
You're fine with that
Sometimes I want a best friend
Sometimes I want a partner
Sometimes I want someone to talk to

Neither of us like out dates
The most I will do is the movies
I'd prefer to just stay inside all day
Playing video games
Watching horror movies
That's a date
Every time I come over
That's a date in my mind
I just want to spend time with you
That's it

You're my drug
I'm addicted to you
I'm not in love with you
You're okay with that.