pity party | yang jungwon ✓

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as jungwon walked home feeling a little better, his mind couldn't help but go back to those burning questions that clouded his heart.

maybe if i knew all of them well,

i wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me.

tears started to well up in his eyes again, but he's had enough of crying for the day.

maybe if i casted out a spell,

but told them decorations were in pastel ribbons.

he took out a polaroid from his wallet.

the polaroid was a beloved picture of the seven boys at a campfire.

does that mean his love for them was all just one-sided?

like a polaroid love?

his eyes immediately snapped to one particular boy's face.

kim sunoo.

it was him, wasn't it?

now jungwon's gonna get his sweet revenge.

~29 january 2022~