IMMOLATION

PART I

CHAPTER I

《ZHEN》

Im a boyish looking girl but im a man,i have a long hair,body figure like woman,face structure like my sister a beauty but im a man.

Im still leaving this our old big house but my family live in some beautiful place. I stayed here for a long time.?!? Or a life time.😐😐😐

Im a gift to monster of sacrifice my father offended and hurt someone who loves him, its a man. He offend with some hurtful words and because of that he end his life.

But because of that he make an immolation and lead me into this. That man can use me,can make love to me, can destroy mylife and no one could ever love me. My father should know and witnessed my sacrifice.

And yes,its truely happen to me. One of my father's friend. He stay in our house for several months and he stayed in my room with me.

Every night,we make love. After one month of that,i feel love through to him. And then he knows that.

DAD'S FRIEND: "Mr. Zhao, im leaving, i found a home and live in with my girlfriend."

From what i heard . I get in the room and cried. In the night my father secretly get in,in my room and hide somewhere then we come in.

ZHEN: "Im begging you sir,dont leave me. I can do whatever you want. I love you."

DAD'S FRIEND: "I cant love you back,i love someone and were planning to live together."

I hug him while his packing his things.

ZHEN: "You will never comeback,right.?!?"

His looking to me with pitty on me.

DAD'S FRIEND: "Yes,i will start a newlife."

ZHEN: "Can i have a request.?!?"

DAD FRIEND: "What is that honey.?!?"

ZHEN: "Can we do that again for the last time,please.?!?"

He smiled and hug me. Then he kisses me.

My dad saw everything and he talk to my mother and sister.

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Week past he open up to us. When all of us are in my room ,they comforting me.

DAD: "Im sorry that your in pain now because of dad stupidness. That man who curse you is my lover ,we have hangout,doing things that adult can do. Were in high school and continue it untill the time that we both go to college and all our desire and secrets ends. But years past i've meet your mom and we start a family. But destiny challenge us,we meet again he want to be my one sided love."

YHEN: "His okay with that dad.?!?"

My sister asked him.