Lord knows 2015 been hell on earth for me, but I thank God I made it through all those trials and tribulations. I thought about giving up but when I pinched myself I realized if I gave up I'll just be disappointing myself and my family so it was about time I put my foot down and push through it all and work hard. Last year October or the previous one before, that is when everything went down shit started to get real and I was really breaking apart because of what was going on around me .I never told anyone really but I would always smile and laugh with others when deep down inside I was really depressed and frustrated until I met this guy name (were gonna call him Kris because of personal reasons). I met Kris on a site called meet me and I was love struck over him till this day I remember the words he told me "why would I leave a diamond for a stone" sigh but the thing is we lasted only a year because he was a complete dick. After 6 months it seemed as if he didn't give a shit about what I would say to him and we would always fight and not talk for days and if I say love you he wouldnt say it back until eventually when he started to tell me I didn't tell him back. Those other 6 months was something else basically there were times when I was really depressed and he would add to it until I met this guy called Isaiah😍 on the same site meet me and isaiah was a gentle man although I never really liked him I saw him like a brother and he really liked me but I told him I already have someone and love him. So he then agreed to be my friend and maybe by time we could be more. So into July of 2015 me and Isaiah become best friends and he expressed how he really loved me and wanted me for himself and trust me this time me and Kris was about to break up but I still said no. Isaiah then said well I don't care how long I'll have to wait for you but I will. Finally December me and Kris broke up because he was asking girls for nudes and I was really upset and didn't care that he said that he did that before we met and that he would never that to me.
I WAS SICK & TIRED OF HIS SHIT!! So I told him we was over.
