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The next day I woke up feeling like a zombie, but I dont regret it. I barely got any sleep, so I had big black circles under my eyes. I felt so tired, and I knew that I have two exams today, but I did not wanted to even go to school.

I felt I was tortured while waking up, getting up from my bed. I just opened the closet and choose something simple. A black over sized t-shirt that had a full moon on the front, and a half moon on the back, and mom-jean which was grey. 

When I slowly got down like a snail, my Mom was still home.
-Good morning, Sweety.- She said with a smile.
-Morning.- I wasnt happy like her at all.
-Did you sleep enough? You look like you are dead.- I saw the worry on her face.
-I feel like im dead, but dont worry, I will be totally fine.- I said while getting on my shoes.
-Dont you want me to drive you to school?- She asked.
-Good offer, but save it for later. If I go with you now, then I will have to walk back later, and my bike is faster.- I shrugged.
-Okay, you know it. Have a good day!- I heard her but I just stepped outside, where my bike was waiting for me. I got to the school in no time.

The first class started, the teacher gave us a two page tests, but then I realized that something was off. oh yeah, I couldn't see a word on the paper, because I had no glasses on.
-Oh, fuck.- I wishpered. I left them at home. I was too tired and I forgot about it. I remebered the exact same spot I left it on, on the shelf.
Now the question comes: How did I write the tests then? 
Well, I squinted my eyes, while the paper was like 10 cm from my face, and I tried to read it. And I did it. Somehow.

At the end of the classes, I was the happiest about going home, that didnt last so long. When I went out on the school's front door I decided to cut the way to the bicycle put down thing, so I started to walk on the grass. Well, that was a stupid idea, because I stepped into the worlds biggest dog shit. My shoe slipped on it, so I stopped for a minute, and I looked down. Disgusting. I closed my eyes in embarrasment, and I heard some people laugh at me from far. Great.

As I got home I immediatly went to the bathroom to wah my left shoe. It had a terrible smell, that even Ezra won't come near me.

In my room, I was just laying on my bed listening to music, while thinking about how messed up was my day. I looked at the closet, thinking about the guitar, but I had no energy to play on it now. Then I was thinking about the upcoming summer, and the versions, about what could happen to me.

Version 1: It will be like always. I will be bored all summer, doing nothing, but rotting in my room. Then at the end of the summer I go to a roadtrip with my family, that will go just as boring too.

Or

Version 2: That MAYBE I will spend my summer with that Finn boy next to us, and I wont have a shitty summer, yes, I would prefer that one.

I tought about that.
The next thing I remeber hearing my dad.
-Im home!- Wow, I fell asleep? At least I fet like I have more energy to live. I went down, everyone else was already here. It was dinner time. I smelled something good in the air.
-Hmm, whats that good smell?- I asked.
-I made some fish 'n chips. Its popular in London. I think?- My Mom said while getting the fresh meal on the table.
-Yeah, that sound really good, Darling.- My Dad said while grabbing my Mom and kissing her.
-Ew.- Mike had a disgusted look on his face.
-Oh come on, you will be in love someday too.- I looked at him.
-Like you? No tha..- And he didnt finished the sentence.
-What did you say?- My Mom asked while looking at me, then my brother, then me again.
-Uhm.. Nothing.- He started to eat. I started to eat too, in embarrasment ofcourse.
-Why didnt you tell me and your Mother abou this Scarlett? Thats wonderful.- My Dad started to cheer.
-What? No. First of all, im not in love with anyone. Second, he is just a friend.- I was a little upset.
-Who is the boy?- My Mother asked. My brother looked up, I looked at him with my 'shut up' face, but that didnt work.
-The boy next us, the new neighbours.- Mike said.
I sighed. -Yeah him.- And I pulled my hand in front of my neck, to say to my brother that he is so dead.
-Chill Scarlett, there is nothing wrong with that, you finally have a friend, or maybe more.- My dad continued. I was so angry, but I didnt said anything, so everyone was safe from an arguing.
-You should invite him over to dinner next week, when school ends.- My mom smiled.
-No, thats not gonna happen, I literally spoke to him twice, I dont even know his full name or anything.- I protested.
-Well then that would be a good time then to get to know each other.- My Dad said.
-But hw do I invite him? I still dont think that this is a good idea.- I started to clutter.
-Im done with eating, the bboys are waiting for me in game.- Mike was putting his plate away, I knew he didnt want to listen to this.
-Okay then, we wont force you to do it, if you dont want it, then you dont.- My Mom said a little upset too, like she is mad at me. And when Mom is mad at someone... you dont want to know, so I quickly had to think of something.
-Fine, I'll try to invite him over at the weekend.- I finally said.

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