We have know each other since we were 5. Being great friends for as long as either of us could remember. Growing up together, seeing each other's phases, seeing the odd people we chose to date, and yet still being friends even if we didn't talk for months on end. It was nice, having someone I could rely on, it's not like I could tell my emotions to him though. He's sadly just like a lot of other guys, I can't even tell what he's thinking half of the time. Granted he has some questionable morals and still dead names me on occasion. He is the guy I have thought about for months. Even years at this point. I always thought to myself that he was just a really good friend and the only reason I feel like this is because I don't want to loose a part of me, which is somewhat true but on the other hand what if I do like him?
